Pain....pain.. So much pain. But it wasn't mine. All around it was.... Dark. Not like the lighting but the dark side and the emotions, so many emotions. Not mine either but around me there were battles going on. Some with lightsabers.... Some happening within them selves, seeing if the battles worthit. Betrayal. That's what i felt. That's what my battle was. My battle was with my anger that was seeping in to my mind ever so slowly only to be pushed back down by my faith for my master. Kanen. Its my fault. He didn't have to go through this. His pain, his battle, it was caused by me. Regret. That was my second battle. My anger and regret clouding my mind from my common sense to be safe and protect. Well I couldn't really protect now, I'd already failed at that.
I'll fix this
I have to....
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Ezra p.o.v.
Im not so sure about the mission now. It may have been just a nightmare... No, it was to real. Everything was to clear and detailed to have just been my fears rising against me. I couldn't let my vision come true. Kanen is my master and I will protect him best I can, and right now that means we can not go to malacor. It doesn't matter who master Yoda said if it puts my friends in danger. The others were not up yet Sense I had woken up from my vision early in the morning and had been talking to myself over the matter ever since. I decided I was not up to pretending to be asleep for an hour so I would make breakfast and wait in the commens. Hera usually gets up first because she feels uneasy while leaving the ghost on autopilot for too long so I could talk to her until Kanen got up. Once he did, well, I would try to convince him. I just hope he will believe me and not blow it off as a nightmare put on by fear and stress. Pushing that thought aside for the moment, I set off to the commons and kitchen to make a breakfest-ish meal. (I'm not the best cook)
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Everything has gone good all morning. Hera, as I predicted, got up first followed by Kanen. We ate a small breakfast and now I'm gonna try to talk to Kanen. "Um Kanen?" I asked quietly. " yes, Ezra?" I was sitting behind copilot as Kanen was sitting in copilot. " can we talk, please?" Kanen nodded and followed me out of the room. I walked to his room me shut the door after he walked in. " it's about malacor." I waited for him to seem to understand what I was talking about. He sat down on the bottom bunk and I soon followed. " what about it?" This was the real test. This could either go bad or not horrible. In our time there isn't really and good option. " we can't go. I had a vision, Kanen. I know what's waiting for us there. It's not worth it, all we get out of this journey is pain. I don't know what Yoda wants us to get from it but I've seen what's there and it's not pretty." Kanen seemed to have mixed emotions about this. This journey was tasked to him by yoda, a respected Jedi master. Turning this down would be hard and would strain his trust for me. " what happened? In your vision?" This is gonna be hard... " it was pain and desperate battles. I trusted someone and they just caused more pain... I don't know the exact string of events my vision wasn't that finely tuned. It was mor like a college of what will go wrong. There was so much regret and anger it was clouded, but I still understand what was happening. We can't go." Kanen seemed to understand. " ok Ezra. Obviously this is not worth it. We will call it off" Kanen stood up by I stayed sitting down. "Ezra?" Kanen looked worriedly at me. " at malodor, in my vision, I trusted someone and they betrayed me, they betrayed us. You warned me but I was stubborn and he hurt you. I'm sorry. Even if it didn't happen, I'm sorry because I saw the pain it caused you and I never want to see that again."
Kanen p.o.v.
Ezra looked down in shame. I sat back down on the bed an wrapped my arm around him. " Ezra, no matter what happens we will always get through it as a family and I'm sorry you had to see that but now we will change your vision." I felt Ezra relax in my arms. " thank you Kanen." I smiled and we stood up and went to the common room. " Hera can we please contact fulcrum?" Hera turned on the projector and started typing in codes. " yes, but why?" I glanced at Ezra who hadn't purked up yet. " we won't be going to malacor." I sensed Hera become happy but pushed it down when she became worried. " has something happened?" I shook my head no as the holo projector started up and I saw the familiar form of the ex Jedi and told her the change of plans.
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