Today is Sunday which means tomorrow is Monday, which means school. Yay *rolling eyes.
I don't think I wanna go to school tomorrow. I mean I never wanna go to school but tomorrow especially. I just feel like something bad is gonna happen.
I was right...~~~~~~~~~~~~at school~~~~~~~~~~~~
"I'm so sorry but you knew that we were gonna get separated at some point."
"I just can't believe you are moving! I need you, we could by a house together. Me, you, and I talk to Mikey about it."
"Cem, I'm sorry but I have to move. We can stay in contact though. Plus we have two months until I move."
"But Makenna we were supposed to stay together throughout high school and collage."
"I'm sorry. But we have two months we can't be sad now about this."
"You're right." I smiled
"Ugh I hate cramps."
"Wait your on your-"
"Yea. Aren't you? I mean I was a little late but I still got it."
My eyes widened. "What's wrong?" She asked worriedly.
"I haven't had it this month!"
"Cem, today is the last day of the month...Cem you didn't did you? Are you?"
I started tearing up.
"As soon as that last period bell rings we will go to the store and get a test. Ok?" She asked soothingly.
I just nodded because I knew if I even tried to say something I would start crying.~~~~~~~~~~~~~~lunch~~~~~~~~~~~~
"Babe? You ok?" Mikey asked waving his hand by my face as I came back from my little world.
"Yea, fine."
He looked me in the eyes.
Then whispered to me,
"No you're not. What's wrong?"
I couldn't tell him I might be pregnant. No I can't be.
"I'm fine!" I rolled my eyes and got up and walked away.
I couldn't admit to might being pregnant. I'm only 16 what the hell was I thinking.The next two and last periods went pretty fast other than every time Mikey tried to talk to me I had to ignore him. I he found out I would be dead!
"I'm going with Makenna somewhere after school so I'll talk to you when I get home or something." I went to walk away from Mikey."I'll just pick you up when ur done. You have your phone right?"
"Yea."
"K text me when your done and you need me?"
You have no idea how much I need you right now.
"I love you." He said and kissed the top of my head as we reached outside.
"I love you too." I said as he turned to go to his truck.
"Text me when you need me."
And he left.I waited at Makenna's cherry red mustang for her.
"You ready?"
"No." I said my voice cracking from how I was about burst into tears.
She rubbed my back and that's why I let it out I cried and cried until we reached a rite aid.
"I'll go in and get everything and you stay out here."
I nodded and pulled my knees up to my chest, put up my hood, and put my head down so no one would know it was me.
About 10 minutes later Makenna came back.
"We'll take this to my house. I'm home alone until 2 am so we'll be good."
I nodded, if I said one word I would just shut down and break down.We got to Makenna's house and she unlocked the door. I got a text. On my lock screen all it said was:
Mickey🐭💣: look at this alone
Mickey🐭💣 sent an image
"I have to go to the bathroom."
Makenna looked at the bag in her hand and then looked at me.
"Wanna do it now."
"Sure I'll have to at some point."
"Ok." We walked down the long hallway across the living room, With wooden floors, and white polished walls.
The bathroom was huge but what do you expect when you come from a rich family.
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