Never Got To Say Goodbye

Chapter 13

"W-What do you mean you ch-cheated on me with Makenna?"

"Exactly that...look babe-"

"Don't you dare call me that! You broke me once, then got me pregnant, lied to me by saying u "love" me, and now cheating on me?!"

"Cem I'm so sorry."
He tried to come towards me but I walked away from him and started walking down the road. "Where r u going?"

"Somewhere where a womanizer isn't!"
He started running towards me but I put up my hood and started to run myself.
About 10 mins of me running I finally lost him. I was exhausted and found twenty bucks in my pocket. I decided to go to Molly's and grab a piece of pizza and a bottled water.

An employee who worked there named chase asked what I wanted but if I were to say a word I knew I was start bawling. I just pointed to the pizza and he said how many I held my finger to say "one." He asked if I wanted anything else I pointed to a bottle of water.
"Is that it ma'am?" I nodded and he said,
"Alright that'll be $6." I gave him my twenty he gave back me my change and gave me my stuff and I turned and started walking fast out of there.

I found a little alley and walked down it. I sat on a box and ate my pizza. I was freezing so when I was done I curled up into a ball and looked up at the night sky. It reminded me of when Mikey gave me my promise ring. Oh Mikey. I started to cry,my chest hurt real bad but worse than it does when I have an anxiety attack.
"O-oh Mikey, w-what did y-you do t-to me?!"

I knew I was now broken completely. I looked up at a tall building that was lit up with the city. I knew it was my only way out. I walked across the street and climbed up the fire escape until I got half way up to the top. I was already so high up everything below looked to tiny. But it wasn't high enough. So I kept going until I finally made it to the top. I grabbed out my phone, 57 miss text and 33 miss calls from Mickey🐭💣. I opened my phone took a picture from the top of the building to down below with my feet on the edge and sent it to him with an," I'm sorry I wasn't enough." Kind of text paragraphs. He called me 3 times until I turned on the song Tragedy but Cristina Perri and turned it up the whole way. I was cry so much and felt so dizzy. I got onto the cement ledge.
I put my foot out from in front of me and said "th-this is it, goodbye cruel world." And took the last step off I fell down and down and downward for the longest time until I hit the ground.
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I sat straight up in my bed and started crying out loud.

Mikey was there next to me...it was all a dream.

I cried and cried and cried and he held me,"Baby, it's okay, you're safe now."
He rubbed my back soothingly. "I'm here it's just me, you, and lil' peanut there."
And rubbed my stomach.

He wiped the tears off of my face. I gave him a sad smile. "What happened?"
He asked worried.
I told him my dream, this time he was the one with tears in his eyes. All he did was hug me. Didn't say a thing.

/////////////////////////Morning//////////////////////////

I woke up to Mikey kissing my ear whispering in it,"wake up, baby girl."
I smiled but didn't open my eyes.
"Com' on baby." He grabbed my butt and squeezed it but not enough to hurt me. I had to bite the corner of my lip to stop myself from moaning. I knew he saw it cuz he stiffened a bit. "Fine don't get up."

"Why you're already up. In more than one way." I opened my eyes now. He smirked.

"Only for you." He tried to get on top of me but I put my feet up to stop him. But that didn't work. He started kissing my leg. I put a pillow over my head but not enough to suffocate myself.

I wasn't paying attention to him and was trying to go back to sleep because it was still dark, until he started to kiss on the inside of my thigh. He knew was sensitive to his touch there. I moved the pillow and glared at him,"stop it." And put the pillow back down. That didn't help he did it again and so every time I moved built I was now laying on my stomach.

"Damn, perfect view." He whispered in my ear and started grinding on me. "Babe stop I'm not in the mood.

He kissed my neck," but I love you." I let out a shuttered sigh.

"Oh the things you do to me." I smiled and rolled my eyes.

*later that day

"How do you not like mint chocolate chip ice cream!"

"It's gross. Plus that's a girly type of ice cream."

"Whatever. Go suck a waffle cone." I said to him.
He chuckled and got a bit of ice cream on his finger. "What are you doing."

"Nothing." He said with a sly look on his face.

I look down at my stomach and my now visable baby bump.

He picks up my chin with his hand, which makes my breathing hitch. I closed my eyes and thought that something was going to happen.  I just felt his finger tap my nose and now my nose had something on it. I opened my eyes to realize what it was. Stupid Mickey put whipped cream on my nose.
I glared at him and rolled my eyes.

"Roll your eyes again at me young lady."

"What like this?" I rolled my eyes again.

"That's it!" He finished his ice cream and started to chase me.

"No. No. Stop!" I ran from him and ran to the park.
I remember the first time I had a crush on him and it started right here...on the basketball court.