It's been two days. He wont respond, he wont show up to school. He wont answer my calls, my FaceTime calls. So I decided to go to his house. I ring the door bell and then I put my hands inside of his hoodie he gave me.
Ethan opens the door and his eyes go wide. "It's not the best time right now"
"Ethan. He hasn't responded to anything and he's not in school. Please let me in!"
"I can't. He told me not to" my eyes tear up.
"W-what" my voice cracks. Do not cry, don't cry.
"I'm sorry" Ethan says.
"Fuck you!" I yell and storm off. Back into my car and I leave.
Grayson's P.O.V
I hated myself. I hated myself so much. I stare up at the ceiling as I cry my eyes out.
I re play all the things that has happened. It was the night I texted kels. Cameron came home and surprised me and Ethan. My parents are still away on there vacation. Cameron wanted to go to a party, I let her go like an idiot. She told me at 10 to pick her up because she didn't want to drive home drunk. I fell asleep thinking that she would be fine.
I woke up at 11. I panicked and went to the party, I looked all over and she was no where to be found. That's when I got the call from Ethan.
He said "Grayson come to the hospital right now" my heart dropped.
Cameron got into a car accident because she tried to drive home drunk. It's all my fault, I wasn't there. I wasn't there when she needed me.
I can't face anyone. I can't leave my room, I can't even go visit Cameron. I feel terrible, I can't even live with myself.
When the doorbell rings I slowly creep down the stairs. I could figure out that voice from a mile away.
Kelsey
She was outside as Ethan talked to her.
"Ethan he hasn't responded to anything and he's not in school please let me in!" When Ethan Denys I could hear her voice, she wanted to cry. Which made me feel even worse. When she leaves I bury my head into my arms and cry. Ethan comes and hugs me.
"Grayson it's not your fault"
"Yes it is"
"You fell asleep Grayson. You can't control that, stop blaming yourself"
"It's my fault Ethan!" I yell and run upstairs.
I hate myself
Kelsey's P.O.V
As I go home tears fill my eyes. What did I do? Did I do something wrong? did he lose interest in me?
I was so confused and hurt. I wanted to be there for him if he was upset. I wanted to be with him so bad.
When I get home I run inside and cry in bed.
I pull out my phone and text him.
Me: I miss u I hope your okay
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Me: please talk to me
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Me: what did I do.. it's killing me Grayson
Grayson: stop texting me
Me: what did I do
Grayson: nothing. U did nothing
Me: so then what's wrong
Grayson: everything
Grayson: I ruin everything
Grayson: one day when u need me the most I'm not gonna be there. I can't deal with this pain.
Me: Grayson stop. We can get through this
Grayson: we can't
Me: what are you saying! I love u
Grayson: you shouldn't
Me: I should. Please stop acting like this
Grayson: please stop texting me
Me: fine
Me: I give up
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