I woke up to see no one next to me. I pout and get up and put on the clothes that got taken off last night. I walk into the bathroom and gasp.
"Oh my god your stomach" I say at all the hickeys.
"You should see my back" he chuckles and I blush and put my hands over my face.
"You definantly were not embarrassed last night" I blush even more
"Stooppp" I groan and he hugs me.
"It's okay. Your so beautiful" I giggle and pull away to brush my teeth.
While I was washing my face Grayson comes and hugs me from behind.
"I'm sorry you know that right" his voice sounds vulnerable and I can tell he really means it
"Of course" I smile and wipe off the water on my face and turn around and wrap my arms around his neck.
"Can you come with me? To visit her" he frowns.
"Yes, and stop being upset. I'm sure she doesn't blame you." He nods and I kiss his lips.
"I love you baby" he says
"I love you too" I respond before grabbing my phone. I feel like a horrible friend, I haven't talked to jack or Cameron or Hailey. So I texted them in our bitches group chat.
Me: hey bitches
Jack: wowwww I haven't heard from u in a while
Cameron: look who it is
Hailey: hey you slut
Me: I'm sorry my life was a bit crazy. But I'm back and better
Hailey: ayeeee, definantly better ;)
Me: shut up
Hailey: just stating facts hun
Jack: u got laiddddddd
Cam: u slutty hoe
Me: I've missed u guys
Cam: same
Jack: we have to hang
Hailey: u should all come over. Bring ur boy toy and I'll bring mine. My house at 9
Me: perfect
Jack: I live there so I guess I'll be there
Cam: Ill be there lmfaooo
*****
We walk into Cameron's room. I've never met her but even all bandaged up she looks beautiful. Her long dirty blonde hair. I smile at Grayson as he sits down next to her and holds her hand. He smiles and caresses her hair.
Then someone storms into the room.
"Grayson!" The voice booms. It's his father, I can tell. The facial features look similar, and then his mom comes in. I remember them from there business party. They were scary then but even scarier now.
"What the hell!" He grips his shirt and I gasp and lean back in my chair. His mom just stands crying looking at Cameron. I'm guessing they haven't seen her since they were on vacation.
"I'm sorry" he says guilty
"You should be! Look at her! Look at your sister, this is because of you!" I felt sorry for Grayson. I wanted to help but there was nothing I could do. I just sat there awkwardly my heart aching for Grayson. Maybe I could make this right, I slowly walked up to Lisa his mother.
"She's beautiful" I whisper
"I know" she sniffles.
"She's going to be alright" I hold her hand
"How do you know?"
"I don't. But all we could do is stay positive. Hoping that one of these days she will wake up. Grayson feels terrible, we almost- well practically broke up because of this. It was horrible, he blames himself for everything. But it isn't his fault" I say looking at Grayson now crying in his seat while the dad paces around the room.
"I know. I wish we were here, instead of on vacation. How selfish could I be"
"You weren't selfish. You were happy, you wanted to celebrate your success just like any other person" I shrug and she sniffles and turns to me.
"Thank you hun. Grayson should be so happy to have you" I hope. I smile and hug her. I walk up to Grayson and bend down putting my hands on his knees. His elbows rest on his thighs with his head in his hands crying.
"Lets go. I wanna take you somewhere" I say and he looks up at me. I feel the hurt, I feel how broken he is.
"Come on" I stand up and put out my hand. He grabs it and I look back at Lisa, she's in her husbands arms as they both look at there daughter.
Hoping that she will wake up. Hoping that she will come back to them.
*****
The car ride was silent. But once we got to the ice cream place which I loved he smiled. We went inside and I ordered our ice cream. I paid and he didn't insist this time. We sat outside on the bench as the sun started to set. I ate my ice cream but my head was leaning on his shoulder. I was perfectly fine with him not talking.
"Thank you" he says releasing a shaky breathe
"Anything for you" I grin and he sighs
"I feel so terrible"
"And that's okay. It's okay to feel guilty because you weren't there. It's fine for us humans to feel emotional. Grayson you can feel this way. I don't judge and I don't care if you cry or yell. You know what, I have a place we can walk to" I jump up and smile down at him.
"Hurry up slow poke" I jog into the trail of the forest. It took us a while to finally get there but it was a hill. A hill that overlooked town.
"Scream" I say and he looks at me confused "scream as loud as you want no one will hear" I shrug and he bites his lip.
"Think of how mad you are at yourself" his nose flares as I say this "think of your sister laying in-" he yells. He yells loudly and he doesn't stop. He keeps going and going and I cover my ears.
I sit down as he stands there panting. He sits next to me.
"Better?"
"Yup" he chuckles and gets my hand and holds it. My hand still tingles when he touches it and my heart still speeds up.
I love him more than words can explain
"Kels, your amazing. You actually make me feel things I've never felt for anyone. You changed me in a good way and I'm forever grateful. I love you so much, I can't even imagine life without you at this point." I grin and lean onto him.
"I love you too"
"I wont stop loving you"
"Never?"
"Never"
Eh that was kinda cute :/
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