After school me and Hailey drove over to see Cameron.
I fiddled with my fingers waiting for the door to swing open. I knew when I saw him I'd cry. Because I miss him, because I still love him.
And I can't help it
The love will never go away. I'm always gonna love him. Even when I try to convince myself I don't love him anymore I still know I do.
The door opened and there stood ethan. Hailey hugged him and kissed him and then I hugged him.
"Grayson is here you know that right" Ethan says
"Yup" I bite my lip and Hailey squeezes my hand before we walk in. We go into the living room and there's Cameron laying on the couch snuggled up with a blanket and Grayson looking in the fridge. He looked so good and he wasn't even trying too. I focused on his messy hair and how his muscles flexed as he bent down grabbing something.
"Cameron!" Hailey says snapping me out of it. She hugs her, I smile and hug her.
"How do you feel?" I begin to sweat. I can feel his eyes on me.
"That voice. I recognize it" Cameron bites her lip
"I did visit you" I shrug
"Oh my god! Your the one who said the whole big thing to me!" She gets excited and Ethan has to lay her back down, reminding her that she is hurt.
"Oh you remember that?" I scratch the back of my neck
"Of course I do. I heard everything, Grayson you were there too right, you were with her" I finally look over to Grayson who is biting his lip. Awkward...
"Y-yeah I was there" he says quickly looking over to me, I look down at my fingers.
"So are you guys like friends?" She asks. Grayson storms out of the room, I look at Hailey who is as shocked as I am and Ethan who is just shaking his head.
"Uh okay" Cameron says awkwardly. I get up and follow Grayson. I know we have to talk about this, and right now I wasn't really thinking. So I stopped at his door and knocked. I heard him mumble a come in so I open the door.
He's laying on his chest on his bed so I sit at the corner. He leans up a bit and looks at me, then sighs.
"We should talk" I say playing with my fingers. This sucked, how did we get here.
"Yeah we should" he says sitting up
"So"
"So" I take a deep breathe and words just flow out of my mouth.
"I'm not gonna lie I was pretty mad when you pulled out the blunt. But now I'm not mad at you, I'm upset with myself. Like was I never enough, did I not please you? Maybe if I made you feel good about yourself you wouldn't have to smoke to feel that way. Knowing I could've done way more and I didn't sucks like hell. I wish I could've been there and I'm sorry" i didn't realize but the tears were falling. He grabs both of my hands, he strings his fingers through mine and looks up to me.
"Your more than enough Kelsey. Your amazing and sometimes I wonder what I did to deserve you. It was never you, you were perfectly fine. It started with Cameron's accident. I just felt like shit, when my parents came to visit her my dad treated me like shit, he still does too. He treats me like it's my fault, and I know it is so I guess I deserve it. But he hit me, that night I came over to your house, my dad hit me. I'm such a pussy ass bitch, I should've told you but I was embarrassed. I just had to smoke, I wanted to let go of these problems. The problems have nothing to do with you" he wipes off my tears and tucks a loose strand of hair behind my ear.
I close my eyes and he rests his forehead against mine.
"I've missed you" I sigh
"I've missed you more"
"I love you"
"I love you more than words could ever describe" I grin
"Every time I look at you, I fall in love all over again"
And there goes my heart
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