"am i drunk? or am i drunk? yep i'm definitely drunk."
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im actually curious to have what they call: a hangover.
that seems...fun. looking at my situation right now...
drinking by the bar, completely lost self-control, heartbroken, drunk as hell, not the best situation to be in right now.
yeah it's totally plausible.
"urbbhaaa..more ssshots please!"
i raised my glass up to the bartender. he ignored me and kept flirting with a girl.
"wowieeee you're so nice."
"im fine...."
"i-i prooooomisee"
i collapsed on the table, worn out. my head...its hurting.
"godddd...im not fine!"
"i was neverrrr fineeee!"
"why doesn't she love me back...!"
"am i that unwanted?"
"i just wanna feel lovedddddddd"
"...is it that hardd..?"
my knuckles went pound on the bar table. im out of energy.
"i never told you this yeon...but!"
"did you know that...heheh.."
"i lobee youu? hehheheeh..."
"..."
"d-do you lovee me too? huh? tell me!"
"...i guess not."
i was mumbling that all to myself, soomin wasn't there, why was i saying that anyway...i must look like an idiot.
while thinking of soomin, i remembered all of the lies came back to me. it hurts me more than that. and while our relationship... is not.
alcohol works wonders...
my head...its throbbing. everything feels like its slowing down. i feel a presence beside me. i turn slowly, waiting my cloudy vision to clear out.
i can see, a brunette.
just like yeon.
my love for you is collapsing without strength
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you lied to me 68 times.
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101 lies → jimin
Fanficgive me back my laughter, caught in a lie. take me out of this hell, i can't free myself from this pain, save the me who's being punished. ❝being lied to is the worst feeling, it drives people insane.❞ ©dwadleaves
