(Skipped to 4th year)
"Hey, y/n," Harry said as you started to walk to potions. "Hey, Harry," you responded with a small smile. Ever since you found out that Draco and Pansy were together about two years ago, you've been depressed. You were the nicest and happiest girl in the school during the first year. You intended to keep it that way. You hid behind a smile. Only a few people knew how you really felt. They were Harry, Hermione, and Ron. "How are you and Draco?" Harry asked. "I don't really know. I have been avoiding him a little more, actually." You said, looking at the ground. "Hey, it's okay. He's stupid. He should've picked you instead of that pug," Harry said trying to comfort you. "Thanks, Harry," you said, giving him a hug. He hugged back.
Draco's POV - I've been dating Pansy for about two years now. I hate it. She basically is forcing me to be in this relationship. She told me if I didn't start dating her, she'd do something to y/n. I didn't want that for her. Y/n and I have been drifting apart. I don't know why. I've tried talking to her, even when I'm with Pansy. She's been avoiding me since she found out about us. Ugh, Pansy is so annoying. She's always talking. She always talks about y/n behind her back. It makes me mad, but I can't do anything about it. I was walking to potions with Pansy and I saw Harry and y/n hugging. This made me furious. I loved y/n. I always have. I've been too scared to tell her because I know she doesn't feel the same way, especially with how she's acting towards me now. They pulled apart and y/n started heading to Slughorn's class. Pansy left to go to Dark Arts class. "Bye, Drakey," she said in her annoying girly voice. "Bye," I said plainly. I ran over to y/n. "Oh, hey Draco," she said, making eye contact with me. "Hey, y/n," she flipped her head back down. Her (y/h/c) hair fell over her shoulder and her bright eyes shone as the light from the window hit her eyes. She was so beautiful. She blushed when she realized I was staring at her. "So, how have you been lately?" She asked, looking at me with a smile. Her eyes seemed different when she looked at me. She seemed distant, but she still had a smile. "I've been okay, I guess... How about you?" She tensed up when I asked her that question. She lightly cleched her wand. "I've been great! I won't be going home anymore. Dumbledore allowed for me to stay here for the summers," she said looking up at the ceiling. "Well, we're here. Talk to you later I guess..." y/n said as she sat at her desk. She sat a few desks ahead of me. She was always looking down or spacing out in class. She sat next to Weasley, she should be distracted by looking at him, not the ground.
After potions, you headed to the dining hall and sat across from Draco and Pansy and sat next to the Quidditch captain. "We have a game in a few weeks. Just giving a reminder," he said, looking at you. You nodded and he turned back to his food. You were listening to Draco and Pansy's conversation. I mean, how can you not? She's so damn loud. Pansy thought you were staring at Draco. "Hey, y/n. Stop staring at Draco with your ugly eyes. Your depression might transfer over to him," Pansy said to you. You glared at her and she flinched a little bit. "What? It's true. That's probably one of the reasons why Draco didn't ask you out," Pansy laughed. You sat there, frozen by her comment. Draco looked at you. "Y/n, thats not tru-" "No, no. It's fine. I know. I'm gonna go now. I know when I'm not wanted," you said, quickly heading towards the Slytherin common room. Everyone stared at you as you slammed the door. "God Pansy, you're so annoying," Draco said. "W-what?" Pansy said. "You heard me. You're so obnoxious and self-absorbed. You only care about yourself." "No, I care about yo-" "We're done. I'm done with you. This has gone too far," Draco said. He left to find you. He followed you until you were in the common room. Instead of going inside, he stayed outside and listened to you. "I can't hide it anymore," you said.
Your POV - Tears fell down your face. You knew why Draco didn't like you the way you wished he did. You were ugly, stupid, you came from a bad family, you were just another friend to him. 'Sing. Sing your feelings if you don't want to express them to others.' you remembered what Hermione had told you. You walked to the piano in the corner of the room. You looked around the room to check if anyone was there with you. "No one," you said and started playing.
" I'm jealous of the rain
That falls upon your skin
It's closer than my hands have been
I'm jealous of the rain
I'm jealous of the wind
That ripples through your clothes
It's closer than your shadow
Oh, I'm jealous of the wind, 'cause
I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me
All you found was heartbreak and misery
It's hard for me to say,
I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me
I'm jealous of the nights
That I don't spend with you
I'm wondering who you lay next to
Oh, I'm jealous of the nights
I'm jealous of the love
Love that was in here
Gone for someone else to share
Oh, I'm jealous of the love, 'cause
I wished you the best of
All this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me
All you found was heartbreak and misery
It's hard for me to say,
I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me
As I sink in the sand
Watch you slip through my hands
Oh, as I die here another day
'Cause all I do is cry behind this smile
I wished you the best of all this world could give
And I told you when you left me
There's nothing to forgive
But I always thought you'd come back, tell me
All you found was heartbreak and misery
It's hard for me to say,
I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me
It's hard for me to say,
I'm jealous of the way
You're happy without me"
By the time you had finished, you had tears rolling down your face.
Draco's POV - Her singing was amazing. The way she played the piano... Wait, she feels this way about me? I can't let her find out I was here.
Draco ran back to the dining hall and sat down at the table. Pansy was in the hallway looking for you. You walked out of the common room to meet Pansy. "Where's Pansy?" Draco asked Crabbe. "I don't know," Crabbe said, stuffing food in his mouth. "Hey, y/n," Pansy said. "Um, what are you doing here?" you asked. "Well, I came here to look for you," Pansy said, putting her hand behind her back. "Um, why?" you asked, preparing your wand behind your back. "You ask too many questions." You stared at her. There was a long silence. All of a sudden, Pansy took out her wand. "Crucio!" she yelled. "What- are- you- doing.." you said, trying to resist the pain. "Because of you, Draco and I are over... Crucio! Crucio! Crucio! Crucio! Crucio!" She continued to say the torturing spell until you were screaming in pain. She put her wand away and smirked. Pansy ran to the dining hall. People heard screams. Pansy opened the doors. "Hurry! Y/n is hurt.." Pansy said. Everyone started to run towards your screams. Draco was the first one to get to you. You were arching your back in pain and hitting the floor. Your screams and yelling echoed throughout the halls. Draco held your hand. "Y/n, y/n, it's okay. Shshshshsh..." Draco said, trying to calm you down. The pain was increasing. You were trying to muffle your screams by biting down on your shirt. Tears escaped from your eyes. "Make it... stop," you managed to say in between breaths. You were clenching Draco's hand. "Pansy..." you tried to say, but then fainted because of the extreme breathing and pain. Your grip on Draco's hand loosened and scratches and bruises started to form on your body. Professor McGonagall and Madam Pomfrey pushed through the crowd and carried you to the hospital wing. "Can I go?" Draco asked, a tear escaping from his eye. She didn't have time to dwell on Draco's request. "Yes," Mcgonagall said and started walking. "I'll be there in five minutes..." Draco said. McGonagall nodded and proceeded walking.
Draco's POV - "PANSY, WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?!" I yelled. Everyone started turning their attention towards her. "W-what do you mean?" Pansy asked, acting innocent. "You did this to her. YOU. Y/n said your name before she passed out," I said furiously. Everyone started to whisper and murmur things to each other. "I-I-I don't know what you're talking about Drakey-" "Don't call me that," I said and started walking towards the hospital wing.
Everyone stared at Pansy. Her face turned red. They all stared with anger and disappointment. "Alright, alright everyone. Start heading to class now," Mr. Filch said amd shooed all the witches and wizards away. Even Mr. Filch stared at Pansy with disappointment. Pansy turned and walked to her class.
A/N October 25, 2020: i just reread this, and jeez bruh Pansy really did that shit wtf. actually made me mad asf
