They Put Me In A Fake Coffin

Chapter 4: Nothing is worse than the first time..

A fist hit my face really hard causing me to fall I felt like my jaw broke , I touched my face to see blood rushing down

“ Are you freakin insane? What was that for?” I screamed. “Training you, get up don’t be a kid fight back” she urged. Standing in a defense position. When I tried to hit her back she kicked me in the stomach and in the face I fell on the floor not able to stand, her shoes felt like metal, she hit me so hard as if I killed her mother. “you are killing me..” I gasped. “this is nothing comparing to what will happen later” she sat next to me and whispered in my ear. “ poor girl..” she said looking at me, before she left she hit me hard leading me to pass out.

Later I opened my eyes seeing Derick and Eliot talking to Eva and pointing at me, the body guard came and took me to the car when we got “home” all of them were there and celebrating with of course, vodka. They were so happy and i didn’t know why I was too mad and tired to sit with them so I went to my room right away and slept.

I woke up in the middle of the night, I was so hungry so I went out. Surprised my rooms wasn’t locked, on my way to the kitchen I saw Sam sitting there alone we never had the chance to talk, im still sad that I cant go home but crying and screaming wont help.

“um hey why aren’t you asleep?” I grabbed a sandwich and looked at him.

“just thinking..” he said not looking me in the eye.  

“can I ask you a question?” I sat on the couch infront of him.

“ask..”

“what have I done to be here? We never talked at school. Why do you hate me?” I asked without hesitation. He said nothing but smiled. Why is he smiling? He then grabbed a needle and pushed it into his neck.. then started laughing, did I look this stupid earlier?

‘run away Alex, he’s high he can’t stop you’  they will kill me. I tried to fight the thought of running away, I know that they wont leave me alone, they got me once they can do it once more.

“they are doing this on purpose Alex, they will kill you if you disobey them. Your family think you’re dead btw they had a funeral” he said while laughing

“ what why!!!!!” I ran into my room. Why are they doing this? My life is ruined. I took another shot of the drug to get my mind of everything

*Sam’s P.O.V*

I woke up finding myself on the couch, it was 2 pm. I had lunch with the guys and went to watch some TV.

“why did you ditch school today?” chris asked me. Omg I totally forgot about school

“ wait I thought it was Sunday” I sighed.

“Anyway man, this new chick is a total hottie. We might have some fun with her if you know what I mean.” He chuckled.

“you only look at girls as they are your toys, you disgust me man.” I said angrily and walked away.

It was Alex’s first real mission tonight I have to get ready and show her how to use a gun.

“Alex get dressed we goin out” I said while checking my phone. “O-Okay..” she replied with a soft voice, that sounded like she was crying. Her face was red her brown eyes were teary, her hair was falling on her eyes she looked so beautiful. “Stop being a baby” why did I say this.

We got in my car, it was too quiet, nothing but silence she was crying, I felt really bad she doesn’t deserve this. “Listen im sorry” I said. She just looked at me for a second and looked away..

We reached the place. About time it was too awkward in the car.

“ Hey man, long time no see” Chuck said.

“Yeah man, so um this is Alex and I need you to teach her how to use a shot gun” I introduced her. She didn’t seem very pleasant

“no problem man, very soon” he crossed his hands.

“that’s my man” I pointed at him and chuckled. Till now no words escaping Alex’s mouth she looked broken.  

3 MONTHS LATER

“there will be two guys standing behind the postmail. You will put the box in the trash and leave, he will come take it and put a blackbag, you take it and leave. Very simple and I will be right there so don’t worry” I explained to her and all she did was nod.  I got her some food on the way, when she was done I told her that its time. I gave her a gun, and told her to wear a normal skinny jeans and a shirt not to look suspicious

“Im nervous” she finally spoke.

“ don’t be its gonna be fine” I assured

“ why are we doing this” she asked trying to hold back her tears.

“sometimes you have to” that’s what I could say. ‘perfect sense Sam. You got her into this if anything happens its your fault’ my subconscious is right. after 10 minutes of driving we got there, I stopped the car and told her to go, I didn’t want the GHTK to see me. They are our enemies, if they see me the whole missions is screwed.

*Alex’s P.O.V*  

I stepped out of the car and tried to remember what Sam told me ‘Put the box in the trash and take the bag out’ simple. I can do it right? Okay here it goes. I kept on walking till I reached the place, the gun was so heavy and I didn’t know why I will use it honestly. I saw the guy standing there, I tried to act calm

I put the box in the trash just like he ordered, and stood aside, he came and took the box and put the black bag.. just when I was about to take it I heard Sam screaming “ALEX RUN” I didn’t know what to do

I turned around to see that two men were holding him and one was kicking him I panicked. “Put that down and sit on your knees” he ordered. “o-k-kay” I said with a cracking voice. I can see my body shivering I put down the bag and did as he told me, “DON’T SHOOT HER” Sam shouted

before they hit him making blood rush from his face, and out of the middle of nowhere I took out the gun and pulled the trigger at him everything happened in seconds it was like I was there but I wasn’t at the same time slow motion of the bullet coming out of my gun and going straight into his chest

the two men holding sam took the bag and ran away. I was still frozen I couldn’t believe what I just did my heart was racing so fast.. ‘You killed him. you made him lose his life you are the reason his heart and breathing stopped’ ‘he might have kids and wife at home waiting him’ maybe my thoughts are right

im a criminal. “Alex come back to your senses we have to go” Sam held me and ran to the car

I wasn’t able to say anything I just wanted this to be over..

“I know its hard Alex the first time is the hardest..” Sam was trying to make me calm “ but he was bad, he was going to kill you, it was self-defense you did nothing wrong” he continued.

“You made me a criminal!” I sobbed. “If you didn’t kidnap me and make into a god damn druggie non of this would’ve happened!!”

“Its not my fault okay, IM SORRY” he sighed.

We got home and I rushed into my room and I saw Sam explaining to Derick what happened.

Derick was so mad I could hear him screaming at Sam and saying how much of idiots we were

I honestly couldn’t care less what they were arguing about. The flashback of me shooting him.. the heavy gun pushing me back and his body falling on the ground.. Sam’s face expression.. everything haunted me

*Author's Note*

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