Rethinking

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I think back to when I first started to forgive you,

Maybe it was a mistake because now I'm asking myself who do I want to be. 

Certainly not anyone to be associated back to your unstable life, soon though you'll understand the hate

that I have stored for years inside of my own mind, my own little gate.

This i keep full of secrets and privacy,

don't tell me you're sorry when your mug shot is hanging on the wall 

which he knocked down so long ago, now i can't help but stare off into the hall

it's filled with my demons and fears.

I must ask you, did you ever wonder about my tears?

Did it ever occur to you that maybe I was sad?

I ask this because you've always yelled for my constant state of being mad.

I hate to break it to you though because you gave me a reason,

a reason to feel like I'm breaking a treason.

One that you would not set in motion due to your constant devotion to the devil himself.

 I'm a part of the sickest joke in history.

Bring in the heart break because soon you'll be in those deepest parts of depression.

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