Is this real?Or just a dream? Chapter 1

Is this real?Or just a dream? Chapter 9

After that had happened with Blake I didn't know what to think. I thought Carl was the one but now I don't know. I sat in my room with Blake.

"Blake?" I asked "what just happened?"

"I'm sorry " he said "your just so beautiful. I couldn't help myself" he looked ashamed.

"No it's fine it's just I liked it"I said with a confused look on my face.

"You did?" He responded quickly.

"Yeah. " I looked down.

~thinks~ I liked that but I didn't feel sparks like with me and Carl. I missed him. A lot . But I wasn't going to tell anyone. Maybe he loved me still. Or maybe he liked Jess . Anyways their together now. I have to get over it.

"Carter" Blake asked.

"Yeah what's up" I turned my head.

"We'll I was thinking. Since you liked the kiss would you. Go out with me?" He looked at my eyes.

"Or course " I said.

~thinks~ why did i say that. I'm still in love with Carl. I shut my eyes then reopened . Maybe ill forget about him.

I hugged Blake "yes "

"Great " he said an smiled and I smiled back and we walked outside.

I saw Carl and Jess holding hands. I just shut my eyes and tried not to cry. But it was useless. I still cried.

"What's wrong " Blake asked.

"Oh it nothing" I replied.

I wiped my tears away. And went to this side of the prison and slid down the wall. I saw Alx run to Carl an point to me. He bent down beside her and shook his head. She frowned ad ran to me.

"What's up little one" I said forcing a smile on my face.

"Why aren't you and Carl with each other " she sat down in my lap and asked.

"We'll Alx, me and him aren't dating anymore " I said holding back the tears that wanted to burst out.

"Okay but I love you both" she said.

When she said that I put a real smile in my face and hugged her. "I love you to. And whatever happens I will protect you."

We pull apart. She smiles at me and went to mika. Then Lizzie sat down beside me.

"I heard about you and Carl " she said turning to face me.

"Yup apparently he didn't care what happened with me he was paying to much attention to jess. " I said once again holding back the tears.

"But I still love him even if he doesn't love me" I said with a smirk.

"I'm seeing how things go with me and Blake maybe it'll take things off my mind." I looked up wiping my tears up.

"What's this" Lizzie moved my hair and pulled out the necklace Carl gave to me.

"Oh Carl gave it to me. I'm keeping it on. " I said.

She said it was pretty then Carl called her to come to him. I let her go and I stood up brushing off my jeans.

I saw some walker in the fences and people trying to kill them. There was to many. I grabbed my gun and put it in the back of my jeans. I also grabbed a machete and walked out if the fences.

"CARTER. WHAT ARE YOU SOING ARE YOU CRAZY!!" Carl yelled.

"What do you care. Just go back I don't need you anymore. " I said sad but angry. I took down a few walkers.

Carl ran out there and grabbed my arm.

"Let me go Carl" I yanked my arm away. "I don't need you. I can handle tho myself. " I said standing there.

"You need to come in" Blake said coming out.

" I'm fine " I yelled attracting the attention if walkers. I ran to the fences but then I saw Jess come out to. She was at the woodline with walkers surrounding her. I ran to her and killed a few and grabbed her arm.

"Come on before its to late" I yelled.

We ran back to the prison killing some of those things.

"You save my life carter how can I repay you." She said surprised I helped her.

"Don't worry about it " I said going to walk away.

"Carter, I'm sorry for taking Carl." She said.

I stopped in my place an held back tears. Whenever his name popped up I cried. I really love this boy. I just stood there an did t say a word. "Its fine" I said and walked away. I didn't even look at her.

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