Snape's fantasy

First Time

Waking up, my head was pounding. The floor was cold and I suddenly remembered what happened last night. Looks like I slept on the bathroom floor. I have to take a shower and brush my teeth before Severus comes in.
The shower feels warm, I still feel like someone is watching me.

Walking into the kitchen I saw Severus sitting on the table. His eyes glued to me in his pissed off look. I'm not looking at him, he will just make me feel guilty. He grunted in his deep voice and I took a small peep at him. He is holding a glass of water, I walked towards him and saw he had the aspirins in his other hand. Slowly taking the water and downing the aspirin, he is still pissed. I decided to take a seat in front of him, and waited for him to say something. Nothing.
It's been 20 minutes and we are both sitting so silently waiting for the other to say something. He got up and grabbed something, then walked towards me and placed it down in front on the table. It was a plate of toast, I guess he has had a hangover before. Taking slow bites of the toast and sipping the water. I soon got up and grabbed my books, I looked at Severus and he was staring at me. I waited for him to say anything but he didn't, so I walked out the door and headed to class.

School went so quickly today. Surprisingly my head stopped hurting after I took the aspirin. I decided to go back to Severus. Walking into the room, he was sitting on the couch reading. I swiftly walked passed him and stood in front of a chair next to him. I took my robe off and I was now in my jeans and a short top. I sat down on the chair and crossed my legs. Severus glanced at me but continued to read his book. I was getting so hot that I had to go and put some shorts on. Sitting back down and seeing Severus with his pissed off look. Maybe this is working, I went back and put on my fancy bra and panties. I went to the kitchen and made a sandwich. I'm so hungry. Taking my sandwich with me to the lounge, I sat on the floor. Severus slammed his book shut and grabbed me and pulled me up. Holding me by the waist I placed my arms around his neck. "You are going to be the death of me" Severus hissed. Without hesitation I slammed my lips against his. The kiss was passionate but soon got harder. He picked me up and walked towards the room. He placed me softly on the bed and broke the kiss. "Severus I'm ready, please don't stop" I pleaded. "Are you sure" he added. I gripped his shirt and pulled him on the bed and smashed my lips on his.

We were both lying on the bed, Severus on top of me kissing passionately. I unbuttoned Severus's shirt and threw it on the floor. Running my hands down his stomach, feeling the lines and abs. He pulled away and undid his trousers and taking off his boxers. He placed his hands under my back and unclipped my bra. I was panting now, we haven't gotten this far before. Removing my bra, he placed small kisses down the middle and back up. He moved to my left and sucked on my nipple while playing with the other with his fingers. Feeling the warmth of his breath and lips, he moved to the right breast and did the same. He moved slowly down my stomach and stopped at my pantie line. He looked up at me and I nodded to confirm it was fine. He removed my pantie and spread my legs. He placed kisses on my inner thigh and moved to the next leg. I felt weird, but a good weird like I have never felt this feeling before. He licked my spot and I felt an instant burn. He continued but started going faster. "Severus" I said softly. He kept going, I felt out of breath, like something in my stomach was building up. Suddenly I felt a huge feeling, like a sensation. I couldn't help but scream his name.

Severus came closer and our lips connected again. "Are you sure you are ready" Severus said. "Yes" I said laughing. He then smashed his lips to mine and deepened the kiss. I felt something smash through me, and felt pain. He slowly pulled out and went back in. My heart was pumping and all I could feel was burning and wet. Tilting my head back and trying to concentrate, Severus stopped. "Does it hurt" he asked. "Yes but it's going to hurt. Keep going" I said while gripping his head and placing a kiss on his lips. He did so and started going harder and faster. It felt worse. A moment or two later Severus started getting weaker. He pushed harder and then his moan was load and deep.

We lay there for a while and I was still so sore. I could barely move and I felt a lot of liquid down there. I sat up and pulled the covers off me, there was blood. "Camilla, I'm so sorry. I didn't know it hurt that much" he said softly. "It's ok, I'm glad. Cuz now after this we will have amazing sex" I hinted.