"I'll steal your heart." You're not stealing anything! People have tore me down, have bullied me, have made fun me, have made me cry.... and yet I'm still here..... people have broken me and I carefully put myself back together..... you are not going to break me. People ask me why I'm so tense and why I keep my heart locked away and why when ever someone says they love me I flinch or i say they don't love me back. Mostly because I'm a mess..... I'm a huge emotional mess that is still trying to find herself and her voice who is still trying to fix the pieces the last person broke. The girl that doesn't know what the hell shes doing with her life but still lives anyway.... the girl that's still feels pain every day 24/7 but never shows it because who cares. The girl that always hides her true feelings..... I don't really like sharing feelings. Because when I do share feelings they're normally are misunderstood and I feel vulnerable..... so I keep my heart locked inside putting an invisible shield up hoping no one will break through.... praying that no one will break through..... because I don't want to pick up the pieces..... because if I do I swear to god... I'll probably will have a breakdown.....
