I don't know how exactly how I'm feeling.... These passed few days I've been happy and smiling and doing a lot more. But.... I feel like I'm hiding more than what I'm showing if that makes any sense.... I met this girl, lets call her Aly... I met Aly on this app and we talked and we talked and it was great..... It was amazing.... We talked about different things and had laughs and we have our little inside joke and I'm starting to really like her. The first time we called I was so nervous but when we got passed the awkardness and weirdness we were okie... We started talking like we were old friends. But now since the surprise and non-weirdness is gone.... I feel like I am boring her. That one day she'll stop replying to my texts and I wouldn't be as surprised if she did it because I am boring lol. Or maybe I'm just overthinking. But I really like her and I don't want to loose her as a friend. I dont want to bore her, I don't want her to leave me.... In this really, really, really weird way... She's mine and I... like her and I don't want to loose her. But what if I do something stupid and I end up loosing her anyways
