Childhood (✔️COMPLETED✔️)

Lets talk

Jack's POV
It was Friday morning and I barely woke up. It was 4AM. Fuck. Fuck me. Fuck my life. Fuck me and my life all the way. I heard snoring coming from the room next to me. Malcolm came home earlier I guess. And I heard some creaking and silent moans coming from my dad's room. He brought home another gold digger. I went to get off the bed but an arm was around my waist. I silently screamed as I quickly turned to look over at whoever was on my bed. It. Was. Mark. Mark was still fucking here?? How??!! I quickly shook him awake. "Mark! Mark get up!" I whisper yelled at him. He slowly stirred from his sleep. He sat up and rubbed the sleep away from his eyes. "Jack, what th-" I cut off Mark because he was being too loud. I motioned my hand to the creaking bed noises coming from across the house. He nodded slowly, understanding what I was motioning to. "Sh-should I leave..?" He whispered as I uncovered his mouth. "Yes! You should fucking leave! I didn't think you were gonna stay! If my dad comes to check on me, which I highly doubt, but still! If my dad checks on me and sees me and you cuddling he's gonna kill me! Literally! And he's gonna try to kill you too!" I whisper yell panicky. I was freaking out about all the possibilities. "Oh, so I guess I should go now. I texted my mom earlier to let her know that I would be home late," Mark informs me a he draped his legs over the side of my bed. I felt guilty now. I didn't wanna seem harsh or rude but I just wanted to protect Mark. "Mark, I'm sorry I kinda snapped at you, I just wanted to protect you," I say with guilt in my voice. I stood up from my position and Mark comes over to me. He puts his hands on my hips softly as not to harm me or my cuts. "It's ok, I don't mind that you wanna protect me, I should get going though," Mark says and kisses my head lightly. I blush and give him a genuine smile. We walk down the stairs quietly until we reached the front door. Once we were at the door Mark started to unlock it. He opened the door just a bit before bringing me into his arms. I hugged him back happily as we stood there just hugging for a while. "Good night Jackipoo, I'll see you tomorrow ok?" Mark says and kisses my hand lightly. I blush and look down at my hand where he had kissed. "Good nigh-" I looked up and Mark was gone with the front door closed. "Mark." I managed and locked the front door.

~~morning~~

I woke up to some noise downstairs. I got dressed and slowly walked downstairs. My dad was on the couch talking on the phone with someone. It was like 6:45AM the last time I checked. I don't think he knew I was up and if he did, he wouldn't be saying the things he was on the phone. "Yeah, on Monday? Perfect. Sean is perfect for you, don't worry he'll listen to anything you say if you give him a nice beating. Yep. Alright, I'll be there," the man my dad called hung up and sighed heavily as he set his phone down. "Can't wait," he said. I quickly and quietly tip toed upstairs like I was asleep and not listening to what he was saying. Was he gonna sell me? Am I gonna be a slave? No. I don't want to. I crawled into bed and acted like I was sleeping. I didn't want to be beaten up even more. I need to stay somewhere where he can't find me. Once it was around 7:15 I got up and made breakfast for everyone. Dad was upstairs probably master bating or something and Malcolm was still asleep since his school started at around 8:30 AM. I started walking to the bus stop where Mark should be by now. Once I got there, Mark and a few other kids that I didn't recognize were there. The the kids were girls who were flirting with Mark. Am I jealous? I think I'm getting jealous. Fffuuuucck. I started walking slower, not wanting Mark or any of the girls to notice me. As I slowly approached the chatting group Mark noticed me. He waved making the other girls turn and look at me. They gave me disgusted looks and glares. I put my hood up to cover my face as tears pricked my eyes. Mark looked at me with concern as the girls kept chatting. "Jack are you alright?" Mark asks. I was about to answer but one of the girls interrupted me. "Why are you talking to him? He's an emo faggot who cuts for attention! Plus he's a gay piece of shit!" The girls all giggled and laughed at me. Mark gave them glares that could scare the devil himself. None of them noticed. "Jack don't listen to them," Mark says in a calming voice. But it was too late, I was crying my eyes dry. "LEAVE ME ALONE!!" I snapped at all of them, even Mark. I ran to the school. The bus was driving to the place where Mark and the girls were. Some kids already in the bus were flipping me off and giving sexual signs to me. I hate life. Why does life hate me? Fuck fuck fuck me in the arsehole. I got to school and luckily there weren't a lot of kids here so that was a score for me. But I still hated everything. I ran to the bathroom and got out my pocket knife. I flipped the blade and put it to my arm. You're an emo fag. Slice. You're a faggot. Slice. Mark doesn't love you. Slice. You're a bitch. Slice. You're weak. Slice. You're gay. Slice. You're a mistake. Slice. Slice. Slice. This is why I have trust issues.

The entire day I didn't talk to Mark or anyone. Once it was lunch I sat alone and ate nothing. I didn't even see Mark. "Hey you gonna eat that?" Some kid asks. I look up and see it was Brandon. "No, you can have it," I say as I give him my tray. "Thanks," Brandon says and goes back to his table where his friends took food off my plate. I sighed heavily.

Mark came up to me with a concerned look. "Are you ok?"

"I'm fine.."

"You're not fine, you just let someone take your tray, you haven't talked to anyone all day, and you snapped this morning. You're not fine if you snap at someone. You're the sweetest, most innocent person I know!"

"I said I'm fine.."

He could see right through my oceans of eyes.

Mark sat down next to me and gave me a gentle, caring hug. At this point, I didn't care if anyone looked over at us. "Jack I know you're not fine," he said and rubbed circles into my back.

"Ok.. I thought you didn't love me anymore because you were talking to those girls, I thought you didn't need me ever since you basically became popular, and I'm gonna be sold as a slave to someone since my dad is selling me on Monday, I have to do something but no one will help! No one cares!!" I shout into his shoulder. "Sean, I care about you, I love you so fucking much, you mean the whole world to me, I wouldn't trade you for anyone or anything, I want to help you because I care and love you, you're my everything," Mark  says as he kisses my head lightly. I giggled silently but Mark could hear me. He squeezed my sides, earning a few giggles from me. "Alright tell me about it later, someone's bound to shout 'PDA' or some shit," Mark says with a giggle. I giggled some more as we let go of each other.

~~after school~~

Mark's POV
I waited for Jack at the park near his house. I soon saw his figure approaching me where I sat on a bench. I quickly stood up and walked towards Jack. We both started running towards each other. Once we were close enough Jack pounced into my arms. I held his waist as he wrapped his arms around my neck. Carefully, but excitedly I spun him around in the air. He giggled happily in my arms as I set him down. "C'mon, let's talk," I say as we both sit down on the bench. My hand was on his hip as he folded his hands in his lap. He's so cute and innocent, but I know he's broken on the inside.

"So.. what was it with that selling thing?" I ask as Jack shifts uncomfortably. "Well.. I got up kinda early today, I started to walk downstairs but my dad was on the couch talking to someone, he said that I'd be sold to someone as a slave on Monday," Jack says and starts to tear up a bit. I kissed his cheek for comfort and looked at him in the eyes. "Jack, run away, come to my house, my mom won't mind she's really nice, pack up your things tomorrow and say that you... are.. gonna like buy some beer for your dad or something," I suggest as he starts to smile a little. He hid it well but I could still see it. "You know, I can see that smile~" I say as he starts to giggle a little which makes me smile since I made him happy. I start to tickle his sides just so I could hear his cute giggles. He squirmed in my grasp and started laughing. "M-M-Mark!! St-sto-stop!!" He giggled loudly as I slowly stopped tickling him. He panted a little and groaned from his soar sides. For a minute I thought he moaned and I kinda got a little 'excited' accidentally. It kinda hurt. He noticed it dammit. "Mark, really?" He asked with a giggle. I giggled awkwardly and shifted in my seat. "Mark, we're too young~" he cooed to me as he sat in my lap. He wiggled his hips just tease me. "S-Says the fucking t-tease.." I stutter a little and blush a deep shade of red. Jack just giggles and smiles at me innocently. "You know, I'd gladly fuck you in your sweet little ass but we're only in eighth grade~" I say as I give him a kiss on the neck. "Alright, I gotta go Mark, I'll come tomorrow I promise," Jack says as he gets up from my lap. "Alright, and later, I'll come in your ass~" "shut up!" "You know you'd like it~" "well I can't deny that, but I gotta go now, I'll see you tomorrow, good luck going home a little excited~!" Jack cooed and swayed his hips as he walked towards his house. "Fuck." Was the only thing I could say on my way home.