I'm Sorry

Ethan, You Need This : chptr 12

       I walked with Conner to his dorm. "We're going to throw a party." Conner said calmly. "What?" I questioned, confused by his statement. "We, you and I, are going to throw a little get together at my dorm, basically, we're trying to get Ethan laid, because he has been a real pain in my ass lately." Conner laughed. "Oh, okay then, I'll invite Sierra then." I laughed back and just wanted to kiss him. "What's that, that you're writing down, that you want to kiss me? If you wanted to kiss me you could have just asked." he saw me writing oops. "Is that your book? Because you are writing down everything I'm saying, like that, and that, and that." He grabbed me and kissed me, BTW I'm writing this, it's the end of the night now, I'll tell you everything that happened in order.

       Starting where I left off. He grabbed me and kissed me, "Is your book okay now?" he asked lovingly, holding me to his chest. It was a cold April afternoon and his embrace made me feel warm inside, "My book is fine, I'll write this in later." I did indeed write this in. We walked to his dorm and sat on his couch, "Ethan!" Conner yelled. "Yeah! What?" Ethan yelled, "How would you like to get laid?" Conner yelled back as Ethan emerged wearing no shirt but a pair of jeans, he was surprisingly in good shape, you could see his defined muscles and the shape of where he was starting to get abs. "I'd enjoy that." Ethan said stiffly. "Wow, you're in good shape, for a pile of comics." I said laughing, "What?" he asked, moving his arm to wipe sweat off of his forehead, "Oh, yeah, I work out. A pile of comics?"  "It's an inside joke, we're throwing a party, tonight, our dorm, are you straight?" Conner said quickly. "Straight?" Ethan asked again, getting a drink of water, "Yeah, like, you like girls, or do you like guys?" I said scratching the back of my neck. "Umm, I prefer females." Ethan said quietly, "Prefer? Like, you're bi or pan or something?" I asked. "Yeah, I'm bi." Ethan said. Yay, it was easier to do this match thing, I know a guy who is pretty cool, Dillon, he lives back home, but home is only half an hour from here, so it shouldn't be a problem. "Coolsios my dude, I'll invite duex peeps and then Maddie and Christine. Invite whoever you want, no drugs or alcohol, and I am not buying food for fifty people, so not too many invitations." I said just wanting to sleep. Conner pulled me closer to him and I set my head on his chest and sighed, "Do you wanna take a nap sweetheart?" Conner asked and kissed the top of my head, I nodded. "Okay." He said and picked me up gently and carried me to his bed, he sat me down and pulled the sheets up to my neck, "Sleep tight, I love you." I smiled at this and he kissed my cheek. The lights went out and I fell asleep, I don't know what happened after that, but I woke up surrounded by people. 

       "Umm... Hi there?" I said confused, I didn't know anyone there and they were just staring at me, "Can I help you?"  "Umm, you're just really pretty." One of the guys said, obviously part of some comic club. "Umm, thanks," I said hesitantly. "Hey," Conner said drinking something from a plastic cup, "Back off, she's mine." he took another drink and walked steadily towards me, "Apple juice, if we wont drink," he raised his cup, "we will pretend too. Just for you, we didn't bring anything illegal."  "Thank you." I replied, "Why do they look drunk?"  "Oh, we told them it was whisky." Ethan pipped in. The short guys in the corners waved and staggered towards us, "Brain power." Conner whispered. "Oh, when did this start, I should invite Sierra." I whispered. "It started like fifteen minutes ago, you can call her up, Ethan hasn't been banged yet." Conner laughed, "Are you sure that this doesn't have alcohol in it?" I asked and took his cup, I smelt it, that had alcohol in it, not too much, but some. "Who put alcohol in it?" I stood up. "I did," a guy raised his hand, "Wooo!" he shouted. "This?" Conner pointed to his cup, "Yup." I replied, I took his quarter-full cup and drank it in one swig. "Woah, Tiff, looks like you've done this before." Conner looked a combination of shocked and worried, "I have." I got up and filled a cup, and I sat down next to Conner, "Didn't you say no alcohol?" Conner now ha a definite look on his face, worry. "I did, I'll be fine, calm down." I laughed a laugh, but it was forced, I had to calm him down, he'd ask when I learned how to do that. "I'm going to call Sierra, I'll be right back." I said and took a large drink from my cup, "Tiffany?" Conner said looking into my eyes, "Yes?" this is it, he's going to ask, "I love you." He whispered into my ear, "Do you love me?" I looked up at him, I pulled his neck and kissed him so passionately I felt threatened when I needed to pull back, "I love you too." I whispered back, the words leaving my mouth made me feel numb, I'd never said that to anyone, not even to my parents growing up, this was the first time I'd ever felt love, I love the feeling. "That's the first time you've said that," Conner hugged me tightly, "Yeah, it is" I hugged him tighter, "But you're drunk." He said sadly, "No I'm not, I could go into the science of digestion, but I won't, I love you and that's sober me talking." I said hugging him tighter. We hugged longer, and longer, and longer. "You should go call her," Conner whispered, I let go and kissed his cheek, "Okay." I went and called Sierra, she agreed, just wanting alcohol, I staggered back to Conner, now feeling the effects of the alcohol. "Now I'm slightly drunk." I slurred, oh boy, "I might say some things, ignore them," I started laughing hysterically. "Kiss me!" I said seriously, I grabbed his shoulders and pulled him to me. We kissed for a long time, I pulled him on top of me, "We can't do this, you're drunk." Conner stated, pulling off of me, "I'm not drunk at all," I said, everything got really blurry after that and I don't remember anything, so Conner can tell you.

Conner's POV:
       Um, okay this is going to be bad. I'll leave off there.

       "I'm not drunk at all," she slurred. "Yes, you are, you're very drunk and I'm not going to take advantage of that." I was off of her now. She stood on my bed, she was about an inch taller than me. "Look, haha hahaha ha ha, I'm taller than you," she giggled, "You're extremely cute, and this is very hard for me to do, but I am not going to have sex with you right now." I stated rather blandly, I really did want to, but it would be wrong of me. She huffed and sat on the bed about to take another drink from her cup I took it out of her hand, "Hey!" she shouted, "That's mine!"  "And now it's mine, I'm going to get drunk, because you're already giddy."  she giggled at my statement, "Giddy is a good word." more hysterical laughing, Sierra arrived and got very drunk, Ethan was also drunk, so they fucked.

       "I'm not drunk anymore, this is a hangover, we can have sex now." she said and climbed on top of me, I had a buzz but I remember, "Are you absolutely positive you aren't still drunk?" I asked, not really caring about her answer. "Positive like a magnet!" she laughed and swung her head so her blonde hair was waved to one side. She pushed me against the bed and kissed me. We kissed and kissed, until I pushed up and put her beside me, we were still kissing. She was laying flat on the bed, we were both completely naked, and I was in a plank over her, everyone left. I shouldn't go into details, but I will, she scratched up and down my back with her long nails, her moans sounded nice, I love hearing her voice, she called me daddy so many times I forgot my name, I spanked her and she pushed me to the headboard, "Harder daddy." she hissed in my ear, I spanked her again and she kissed me. I shouldn't have said any of that, she'll probably delete it. But that's what happened last night, a bunch of drinking and sex.

       I really admire how she wrote all twelve of these chapters, about our life, I love her, so much, I hope she proof reads this and sees it, I love her, I LOVE YOU TIFFANY!!!