6:58am
danielseavey sent you a chat
danielseavey sent you a chat
i rubbed my eyes and groaned in pain of how much my head was hurting i looked over to my night stand and looked at my clock it was way to early on a sunday night why was i even awake i grabbed my phone and got up from my bed
danielseavey
aliyah can we talk
danielseavey
i can't sleep
aliyahcarson3
what's wrong you okay?
i replied as i made my to my bathroom oh god i looked like a mess my make up was all smeared my hair was in a messy bun what has my life become i washed my face and brushed my teeth
danielseavey is typing..
danielseavey
i feel so guilty its killing me
aliyahcarson3
what did you do to make you feel like that daniel?
danielseavey
i wasn't there for you when i should have its all my fault you went to the party
aliyahcarson3
daniel I've told you this before its not your fault i decided to go you didn't make me
danielseavey
but i encouraged you to go knowing something could've happened
aliyahcarson3
stop beating yourself up for it please don't bring it up anymore it hurts me more just thinking about it
danielseavey
im sorry i wish i could've been there for you but thank god jake was
aliyahcarson3
yeah i know now go back to bed its way to late in California
danielseavey
goodnight beautiful ❤
aliyahcarson3
goodnight seavey 💓
read 4:39am
everytime someone brought up the 97 party it made me have too much anxiety thinking about it i still can't process the events that happened that day i spent weeks locked in my room because i was scared it could happen again i had no clue when something like that can happen to me again.
i grabbed my laptop from my night stand and turned on the current episode of supergirl i was in
9:20am
i heard my phone ring which woke me up from my nap
incoming call from jake
"hello" i said in a morning voice
"goodmorning sunshine" he said laughing at my voice
"you're annoying" i said groaning
"wanna come eat breakfast with me and yaneth" he asked
"sure give me half an hour" i said getting up from my bed
"okay see you soon" he said before ending the call
shit i muttered once i noticed i had a huge mark on my face where i slept on my computer ahh i quickly grabbed my make up bag and put some foundation over it after finishing my make up in 20 minutes i headed to my closet to find something to wear i ended up wearing a white staff long shirt and some black leggings with my white nikes
