6:58am
danielseavey sent you a chat
danielseavey sent you a chati rubbed my eyes and groaned in pain of how much my head was hurting i looked over to my night stand and looked at my clock it was way to early on a sunday night why was i even awake i grabbed my phone and got up from my bed
danielseavey
aliyah can we talkdanielseavey
i can't sleepaliyahcarson3
what's wrong you okay?i replied as i made my to my bathroom oh god i looked like a mess my make up was all smeared my hair was in a messy bun what has my life become i washed my face and brushed my teeth
danielseavey is typing..
danielseavey
i feel so guilty its killing mealiyahcarson3
what did you do to make you feel like that daniel?danielseavey
i wasn't there for you when i should have its all my fault you went to the partyaliyahcarson3
daniel I've told you this before its not your fault i decided to go you didn't make medanielseavey
but i encouraged you to go knowing something could've happenedaliyahcarson3
stop beating yourself up for it please don't bring it up anymore it hurts me more just thinking about itdanielseavey
im sorry i wish i could've been there for you but thank god jake wasaliyahcarson3
yeah i know now go back to bed its way to late in Californiadanielseavey
goodnight beautiful ❤aliyahcarson3
goodnight seavey 💓
read 4:39ameverytime someone brought up the 97 party it made me have too much anxiety thinking about it i still can't process the events that happened that day i spent weeks locked in my room because i was scared it could happen again i had no clue when something like that can happen to me again.
i grabbed my laptop from my night stand and turned on the current episode of supergirl i was in
9:20am
i heard my phone ring which woke me up from my napincoming call from jake
"hello" i said in a morning voice
"goodmorning sunshine" he said laughing at my voice
"you're annoying" i said groaning
"wanna come eat breakfast with me and yaneth" he asked
"sure give me half an hour" i said getting up from my bed
"okay see you soon" he said before ending the call
shit i muttered once i noticed i had a huge mark on my face where i slept on my computer ahh i quickly grabbed my make up bag and put some foundation over it after finishing my make up in 20 minutes i headed to my closet to find something to wear i ended up wearing a white staff long shirt and some black leggings with my white nikes