Publicity :: CH

Part 14 "Well we don't always get what we want."

~Calum POV~
It's been a week since Liv and I broke up and I haven't left the house, or showered so I probably smell terrible but I don't care.

"Cal you have to get up." Mikey says walking into my room.

"The love of my life broke up with me." I said looking him dead in the face as his eyes drip with sympathy.

"I know Cal, but she is still working and you need to also." Luke says from the door.

"No."

"Fine you left us no choice." Ash says just before they pick me up.

"Put me the fuck down!"

"No asshole." Luke says before I am thrown in a shower and cold water drenches me.

"It's fucking cold!"

"Take a shower, shave, and pack. We leave for tour tomorrow." Luke says before everyone leaves me in the bathroom.

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"Is he here?" I hear that beautiful voice say as I walk down the stairs.

"Where else would I be?" I ask making her whip her head around and look at me.

"Hey."

"Hi."

"I came to say goodbye before you go on tour." She says walking towards me which makes me notice the makeup she is wearing to cover up her puffy cheeks.

"Oh." I say taking a step towards her. "Can I hug you?" I beg hoping for a yes.

She doesn't answer instead she jumps in my arms. I feel like all the pain is fixing.

"I've missed you so much." I say into her hair.

"I'm sorry." She says pulling back. "I've been thinking."

"Liv stop. In the end it is my fault." I say making her study her feet.

"Okay." She says a tear rolling down her face. I quickly step close and catch the tear without thinking. I'm so close I can feel her breath. "Please kiss me." She says looking me in the eyes.

"I don't know."

"Okay." She says turning to walk away. I quickly grab her wrist and smash my lips into hers.

"I love you." I say resting my forehead against hers.

"I know. I love you." She says pulling away completely.

"I don't want to be single on this tour." I say making her turn to me.

"Well we don't always get what we want." She says turning around and walking out the door with my heart still attached to her.

"Fuck." I breathe.

"You good?" Mike asks next to me.

"No but I have to pretend to be. I'm just so fucking in love with her." I say sitting on the couch. This is going to be a long tour.

------- 2 months later---------
"I have the band five seconds of summer in the studio today." The interviewer says looking at all of us.

"Good to be here Dan." Ash says smiling.

"So let's get straight to the questions." Great it's going to be one of those interviews.

"Sounds good." Luke says.

"But does it feel good?" The interviewer asks making me internally groan.

"Actually yes." Mike laughs.