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Part 15 "Life's not fair biatch."

~Calum POV~
"I've missed you so much." I say as I lay next to Liv who is still breathing heavy.

"Yeah. I've missed you too." She says lacing our fingers.

"Why do I feel I'm still single?" I ask making her look up at me.

"Calum. Can we just lay here and enjoy this?" She asks her green-blue eyes staring into mine.

"No. I need to know what we are." I say kissing her hand.

"Well what do you want?"

"You. I've always wanted you and only you."

"You know that's not true Calum."

"What do you mean?" I ask as she sits up and untangles our fingers.

"You wanted Nia." She says getting off the bed and putting back on her underwear and shorts.

"Not nearly as much as I want you."

"You're not gonna deny it?"

"What's the point in that? Yes I wanted Nia to fuck me, but not make love to me. But since our first date when you kissed my cheek, you've had me hooked. Hell when I first opened the front door and saw you I knew I wanted you, but I didn't plan on falling in love with you. I've never loved anyone but you."

"How do you know you love me Calum?"

"Because I'd do anything to make you happy. Notice we haven't had sex it's not because I don't want to, because damn I want to, it's because I don't want to pressure you princess. I also can't stop thinking about you, and anytime someone says your name I get this goofy smile on my face. I'm addicted to you. Everybody talks about me being whipped and to them I'm like fuck no, but to you I will say I'm whipped every ten seconds. I fucking can't stop thinking about your eyes, lips, hair, smile, and other inappropriate parts of you. Yeah I messed up and fucked a lot of girls, but I'm happy I did it because I wouldn't have met you otherwise. I'm so damn lucky that I was a fucktard and almost ruined the band. A lot of people have taken my breath away, but you took it away and then shoved it right back into me. You became the best part about me. You made me laugh harder and smile brighter. You made me absolutely infatuated with you."

"God I love you." She says before she walks over and sits beside me.

"I'm in love with you." I say putting my lips on hers. She puts her hands on my cheeks as I ask for entrance which she allows. Liv breaks the kiss as I pull her onto my lap.

"Let's go get ice cream." She says putting our foreheads together.

"Anything for you princess."

"Come on." She says pulling me out of the bed.

"I have to grab my shoes." I say grabbing my converse.

"Hurry up Calum!" She yells standing at the top of the stairs.

"Let's go." I say before I pick her up.

"Calum put me down!" She giggles.

"No."

"Hey guys." I hear Mike say behind us.