how does it feel alive again?
every day I feel weary
I can't feel my face
I see people look so happy but
I just try to cripple the fact
I am not okay
I am not fine
I do not feel alive
I am just a person
who doesn't know how to live
Everyone just thinks wrong of me
So I don't want to try or just feel alive
I just hide the facts away with fake smiles
I always wonder how to feel undead
These are just thoughts in my head
that are untemporary.
