i am so tired of being hurt. Was it me rushing into love a little too quickly or I just make people who are interested in me leave. I wonder if I can learn how to love a little bit better, or just try to not care for anyone, in order to get love by someone. I hate this all, I don't want to hurt anyone soul. I slept almost every day, I wasn't myself. Over someone loving me? Over a boy? Am I really sad? I ask myself these questions. Am I scared of being alone and seeing couples be happy with each other, while I am holding a grudge? I was just a temporary love to others when I finally decided to like them, they fall apart. Just fall like birds that try to fly but always fails to fly. I am a bird that flies while old lovers are holding me down. Fools do fall for love, but isn't in love. They are not in love, they want to feel loved because they can't love their selves because they are confuse of who they are. I am a fool, who will learn one day.
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Author Note: I TOOK A HIATUS ON THIS BOOK BUT I AM BACK BECAUSE I KIND OF REALIZE I FORGOT WHO I WAS, BUT I AM DISCOVERING LIFE AS IT FULLEST.
