I really don't know what I want. I am so confused , sad , angry and lost. I just need something to stop the pain.
-MasonMason P.O.V
Do you know what the meaning of lost is? Lost is unable to find ones way or not knowing ones whereabouts. I don't know what do anymore. My sister was murdered by my uncle supposedly and I have chased away the only girl I loved.
I screw everything thing up. I should be the one that's dead right now not Sunshine. I need something I need drugs which is currently what I'm getting right now.
"Aye man are you sure you want to do this?", ask Johnny a cool dude I've known since I was 12
"Yeah man I need this", I said while looking at the marijuana
"Ok, don't over do it. Do about two joints a day", he said looking serious
"What happens if I do more?", I wanted to know because I liked to push limits
"Because then I have travel all the way down here again in case you want more. I'm might be a dealer but ain't nobody got time for that. I have a life to you know?", I laughed and took the joints from him
"Thanks man I really appreciate", I smile at my friend
"Well yeah don't get use too it next time you pay", his face showed he was serious
"Alright"
I know what I was doing was wrong but I needed this I needed to feel something.
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Ah!!,I said as I inhaled my joint. The way it made my body feel was amazing. It was so calming for me it felt as if I was in a hot tub with the water on high heat.
I decided to do another joint even though I had already done two joints. The impact of the third joint hit me so hard I thought I was about to pass out. Then their was a knock at the door snapping me away from this enchanting and peaceful place.
"Mason", said the soft sweet voice
I really couldn't tell who it was but all I knew they seemed worried yet that did not matter as I drifted off into complete darkness............
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Hey guys Quick fact. You actually can overdose on Marijuana, you just can't die, but symptoms of Marijuana overdose include:
Dizziness
Increased heart rate
Shortness of breath
Turning pale
Anxiety/paranoia
Hallucinations
Vomiting
Inability to move
Disorientation
TremblingSo I just wanted to let everyone know but I was wrong.
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