We're both broken and torn apart. We've been through so much and we don't know where to start, but as long as we're together we don't have to travel far. Because we are each other's morning stars
She's broken and full of pain. He's hurt and full o...
It's Amazing How someone Can break your heart and you can still love them with all the little pieces.
Love... it's a funny thing, right? I always felt that it was never made for me. Every time I tried to love or receive love; I was either met with rejection or a beating. I once read in a book that said: "Love is giving someone the power to destroy you...but trusting them not to". Love is not for everyone and sure as hell, it's not for me.
(Flashback)
I was in the 11th grade I was fifteen at the time the popular group had just invited me to go out to eat with them, of course, I was excited no one had ever paid that much attention to me so it felt good. I spent all day getting myself ready for that special night I even went and brought a new outfit. I was already I waited for them at the school just like they told me. Clarissa and her friends finally pulled up.
"You look hot", said Clarissa
"Thanks, Ummm...... so do you", I said while getting the car
"Tell me something I don't know - listen the football team will be at the diner also I hope that's Okay"
"No, that's totally fine", but in my heart, I knew it was trouble but I went anyways
We finally made it to the diner an hour later my crush Andy McCann was there he was gorgeous with his nice tan skin and 6'9 figure that would make any basketball player angry with envy. Clarissa purposely made me sit by him but I didn't care.
"Hi it's Moana right"
"Yeah"
"Wow I am surprised how I never notice you in school - your gorgeous"
"Well I don't really like the attention"
"Every star deserves the spotlight princess"
I kept thanking God for dark skin because he had me blushing all night.
"All right guys time to go the party", said Clarissa
I stood up to follow Clarissa and her friends out the door but she stops me midway.
"Moana your riding with Andy"
I nodded my head with a simple Okay and then went to find Andy. I spotted Andy at his car with his group of friends.
"Ready to go", said Andy
"Yeah"
The ride to the party was very quiet despite the fact of the loud music booming in the car. The boys were changing from subject to subject but one subject that made me cringe the most was the fact that they were talking about girls butts I don't get how that is so amazing to them of course some of them have a big butt but the first time one of the girls farts in their faces it's all over. When we arrived at the party we were not at a house but the woods I was really confused as to why we were the only ones there .Clarissa finally showed up five minutes later I went ask her questions but before I knew it people were throwing balloons full of paint at me.
"I can believe you thought that we would actually be friends with you", she said sounding evil
"I t-hhhh-ooo--uuu-ght that-"
"Awwww look guys she's stuttering and crying"
I was so hurt, I was shaking. They ruined my new outfit because of my stupid decision.
"Andy why don't you and your boys have some fun with Moana here"
"Don't have to tell us twice", he said smiling which disgusted me
The boys started inching closer and closer to me one of the guys I think his name was Issac held me down while Andy started to rip off my closes before he could un-buckle his pants we heard police sirens Andy and his friends ran away while I stood there naked and covered in paint. That followed night I was taken into police custody where they called my mom when I got home I was beaten all night. I never knew who called the police but I thank them each and every day.
(Flashback Over)
The mere thought of me almost getting raped makes me fill disgusted how can I expect to move on when my past keeps on coming back and biting me in my butt. As I kept walking in the cold rain a man in the car stopped beside me.
"Excuse me, young lady, do you need a ride"
"No, sir I'm fine"
His voice sounded oddly familiar but I just let it go,
"Come on sweetheart it's raining let me help you"
"No, thank you"
The car came to a sudden stop before I could take notice of what was happening he already had his hand covering my mouth which smelled like the stuff they use to knock people out in movies. I was trying to fight the urge to fall asleep but I couldn't help it I let the sleep consume me.
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