Ciel X Reader

Chapter nineteen

( Y/N) POV

Ciel has had Sebastian watch Alois for a while now, every chance he can spare he sends him to the Trancy manor to make sure he has no plans to come here. " Ciel" I said as I walked into his study, " What is it (Y/N), can't you see I'm busy" he scoffed, " Ciel you haven't spoken to me in three days" " There's nothing to talk about". Ciel turned his head away from me and I felt my heart break " Do you really not want me this much?" " What are you talking about?" " You haven't spoken a word to me, your just pushing me away" " Don't be ridiculous". I walked over to Ciel and smacked him hard across the face, Ciel looked up at me in surprised, " Stop being a coward. Yes Alois ruined our wedding night but it's been months now and he hasn't come here once, stop thinking he's going to attack again!". " I can't" " Why?!" " Because I don't want to lose you!!" Ciel grabbed me, " I can't, I can't go on without you" " Ciel nothing is going to happen to me, I have you, Sebastian the servants. I'm completely protected". " For now, I'm not letting my guard down, I'm not going to let him get anywhere near you, Vincent or our little princess" Ciel said placing his hand on my bump " You are so convinced it's a girl" " Of course I am, it would be right, a son and a daughter". " Promise me you'll stop worrying about Alois so much and that you'll focus on us, on your family" " I promise, I'm sorry" Ciel sighed and kissed my cheek, " Come on, we'll have a family walk in the garden since it's so nice out".

We got Vincent and started walking around the massive garden, Vincent and Ciel played hide and seek, peek a bo and lots of other games while I smiled at them. It's stuff like this that makes me proud to be who I am, knowing I created that little boy, that we're a family is the best feeling in the world. Ciel put Vincent on his shoulders and began walking up and down the garden, as I was walking I felt weird and stopped in my tracks. Ciel turned around laughing and stopped as soon as he saw my face, he put Vincent down and ran over to me " (Y/N) what's wrong?" He asked worry clear in his voice. " Nothing I'm fine, just my stomach, the baby's probably just kicking" I said taking a deep breath, " Sebastian!!" Ciel shouted and within a minute Sebastian had come out " You called my lord" he smiled.

" Bring (Y/N) a chair and call the doctor" " Ciel I'm fine, I promise", " If you allow me my lady" Sebastian said as he placed his hand on my forehead " You don't seem to have a temperature". Sebastian put his hand on my stomach for a minute then I felt a sharp pain " Ahh!" I said grabbing onto Sebastian " Sir I believe the baby is coming" " What? Again! Why can't my children ever come when we're near a hospital". " I'll bring my lady upstairs, I'll send Finny to get the doctor " Sebastian picked me up and carried me inside, he sat me on the bed and put his hand on my dress " I'm so sorry" he said as he took my dress and underwear off and put my nightgown on. I lied on the bed and took deep breaths while Ciel held my hand and Sebastian gave orders to the servants. " (Y/N) your so pale" Ciel said worried, " I'm fine" I said smiling slightly " I'm just a bit tired", " Finny is gone to fetch the doctor my lord" Sebastian said walking into the room, " I also have warm water and towels prepared".

I grabbed Ciel's hand tight and took a deep breath, " I have to start pushing" I said. " But the doctors not here yet" Mey-Rin said worried, " Sebastian deliver my child" Ciel said " What?! Are you freaking kidding me?!" Bard shouted " Deliver my child and make sure (Y/N) lives, that's an order". Ciel held my hand and I pushed with help from Sebastian who gave me directions on when to breath and when to push. " One more big push my lady" Sebastian said and I took a deep breath and pushed, everything was quiet and I looked up to see Sebastian holding my baby in his arms but the baby made no noise, " Sebastian?" I called. Sebastian smacked the baby's bum and it started crying, he cut the chord and washed the baby before placing it on my chest, I cried as I looked at my baby and stroked it's head. " Is it a boy or a girl?" I asked " It seems we do have a princess in the house" Sebastian smiled and I smiled back, I wrapped the blanket around her and kissed her head " Hello princess" I called to her.