Chapter eighteen

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Ciel slammed his fists on the table in anger, " Ciel please calm down" I said as I put my hand on his back. " How can I calm down when I have Trancy at me all the time to marry a daughter I don't have, my wedding tomorrow, my company losing almost half its shipment and a pregnant fiancé!" Ciel shouted. I put my hands on my mouth and felt a tear fall down my face, Ciel spun around and looked at me " (Y/N) I didn't mean it like that" " No, you never do" I said turning away and crying " (Y/N) please don't cry, I'm sorry I didn't mean it". Ciel put his hand on my arm and I smacked it away " Your the reason for all of this!" I yelled at him, " What are you talking about?" " I wouldn't even be here if you hadn't of gotten me pregnant! You go around angry all the time and take your anger out on me, I didn't ask to be here! I didn't ask to live with you and I didn't ask for you to take care of me so if it's that much for you I'll take my child and go" I said turning around and packing my cloths.

" What! No!, ( Y/N) put your stuff back,  please I'm sorry I didn't mean it like that" " Stay away from me Ciel" " (Y/N) please listen to me!" Ciel put his hand on my shoulder " Don't touch me!!" I yelled before being pushed against the wall. I cried as Ciel towered over me " (Y/N) please I didn't mean it like that, you know how stressed I'm getting from work and trying to give you the perfect wedding. And I know I'm the reason we fight all the time, I know I'm the reason we're like this right now but I wouldn't have it any other way" I looked up at Ciel in surprise " What?". " I love you, I love you so god damn much. You gave me a son and are carrying my second child, you agreed to marry me, you made my empty house a home. There's not one thing I would change about my life, even though we fight because I'm stressed I wouldn't change anything, you've given me more than I've ever wanted. Please don't leave me".

I cried harder and wrapped my arms around him, " I'm sorry Ciel" " You have nothing to be sorry for". Ciel wiped my eyes and looked at me " So will you stay with me?" " Yes" I cried " You'll be Mrs. Phantomhive?" " Of course I will" " I'll sort stuff out with work in a few days and I'll try not to stress as much" " It's fine, can we try not to fight anymore?" " I'd like that". Ciel kissed me softy then kissed my head you go to sleep and I'll see you tomorrow at the altar, I love you" " I love you too". Ciel left the room and I lied in the bed, I love him so much I hope we stop fighting, this stress is killing me.

I woke up to the sun light shining on my face, I slowly opened my eyes to see Sebastian standing at the window. " Sebastian?" I said half asleep " Good morning my lady, it is time to get up" he smiled " Five more minutes" I groaned and dropped my head back onto the pillow. " What about the wedding?" Sebastian said and my eyes shot open as I jumped out of the bed, " Oh my gosh, I need to bathe and do my hair and make up and get the dress on and get Vincent ready" " My lady please calm down, Vincent is dressed, fed and ready to go, my master is ready and now it's your turn. I left you till last I thought you could use the extra sleep". I smiled and hugged Sebastian " Sebastian what would I do without you", Sebastian wrapped his arms around me and held me close to his body.

He let me go and smiled " You eat the breakfast I left on the table for you, I'll run you a hot bath" Sebastian left the room, I ate the porridge and drank the tea. I put the tray aside as Sebastian walked back into the room, " Now my lady if you would please follow me". Sebastian brought me into the bathroom and locked the door, " I will be preparing you for the wedding today" " What about Mey-Rin?" I asked " I'm sorry my lady but today is a very important day and I could not let those three idiots out of their rooms until it actually started. Knowing them they would ruin it". I laughed " I understand" I said as I took off my nightgown and stepped into the bath, " Mhh this feels so good". " I'm glad the temperature is to your liking", Sebastian rolled his sleeves up and went to touch my body. " You don't want your gloves to get wet, let me help" I said as I took his gloves off and put them beside my nightgown, " There now they won't get wet".

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