Ciel X Reader

Chapter nine

YOUR POV
" (Y/N) your pregnant"
I felt my eyes widen as the doctor said this to me " W-what?"
" Your pregnant, you've only had sexual intercourse with one man and that man is Smile, he is the father".
I put my hands to my head and cried ' What am I going to do? I can't do tricks if I'm pregnant, I can't care for this baby, Joker will kill me, Ciel is gone. What am I going to do? Even if I have this baby it will die from the cold'

" (Y/N) what do you want to do?" The doctor asked as he patted my knee.
" C-can you please not tell anyone about it, can you please just tell them I have a bug"
" But what will you do when your stomach starts to grow and you'll need to eat for two, and you are no longer able to do tricks"
" I-I don't know, I'll manage somehow but until I think it through please tell them it was a bug"
The doctor let everyone in and told them it was just a bug and that it will be gone in a week or two.

Everyone put me into bed, made sure I was warm and that no breeze could get me. Joker told me over and over again not to worry that I'll be back to normal in a few days, if only I could tell you brother but I know how disappointed you would be in me. I must have fallen asleep because I was woken up by Beast
" Beast?"
" We're all heading out now to do this job for master, I just wanted to let you know in case you wake up and panic that we're not here, but don't worry Doll is staying behind this time to look after you"
" Thanks Beast"
" We'll be back in a few hours" Beast kissed my forehead then left the tent and headed off to do their job.

Doll talked to me for a while then left and I decided to get some sleep. I woke up to someone shaking me and I was surprised to see Ciel when I opened my eyes. " CIEL!" I cried as I through my arms around him.
" I thought you were gone" Ciel said
" What are you doing here?"
" I came back for you" he smiled
I hugged him and he hugged me back tightly.
" My lady I am happy to see you again" Sebastian bowed
" I'm happy to see you too Sebastian"

" Come on (Y/N) let's get out of here" Ciel said grabbing my hand and pulled me out of bed.
" What?, no I can't leave, my family are gone and will be back soon"
Ciel gave me a sad look
" W-what's wrong?"
" (Y/N) your family aren't coming back"
" W-w-what?"
" They were- they were criminals that were sent to get me, your master was obsessed with me and in his basement he rebuilt the place where I was tortured, and he was kidnapping little kids and making a home circus where they were dying, I was ordered to kill them and that is what I did"
" T-that's why you came to the circus"
" Yes"
" M-my family are dead"
" Yes"

I dropped to my knees and cried, my white night gown spread at my feet as I cried and punched the ground.
" It's alright (y/n) I'll look after you" Ciel said as he put his hands on my shoulders. I pushed him away from me, I glared at him with my hateful (e/c).
" Don't you dare touch me!!"
" (Y/N)..."
" You killed my family you son of a bitch!!!!"
" Please (y/n) come with me, back to my mansion in the country side"

" I am not going anywhere with you!" I spat
" There's nothing left for you here"
" Because you murdered my family, you killed my brothers, my sisters, my father, how could you" I cried
" (Y/N) I'm sorry I had to do it other wise they would have killed more people". I turned away from Ciel and cried, every attempt he made to touch me ended in him getting smacked by me. I didn't want him near me I didn't want the man who killed my family to touch me.

After a while I calmed down, I still wasn't going near Ciel but I'd let Sebastian close to me. At some point I ended up sitting in Sebastian's lap as I cried into his chest.
" (Y/N) please forgive me, I didn't want to hurt you" Ciels voice called softly
" Master I think it would be best if you left my (y/n) and myself alone for a little bit"
" What?"
" I think I should explain everything to her"
" Alright" Ciel agreed and left the tent.

Sebastian put me down on the bed and stared at me.
" Now please listen to me my lady"
" No I don't want to hear anymore, I'm not going to listen to anyone else talk bad about my family, I'm not going to listen to anyone else say -" I was cut short by the surprise of Sebastian lying on top of me in between my legs.
" W-what are you doing?"
" Trying to get you to listen to me"
" No I'm not listening to anything!"
Sebastian kissed me roughly for a few minutes then began to kiss my neck making me breathless. He moved his hand down my body and held my breast, I was getting scared now but the thing that made me snap to my senses was Sebastian lifting up my nightgown exposing my bare naked legs.

Sebastian put his finger on the lining of my underwear and pulled a little. I snap and screamed " No please I'll listen just please don't you'll hurt it!"
Sebastian gave me a look and I realised what I said
" I'll hurt what?" He said tilting his head
" N-nothing, what did you want me to listen to?"
" Tell me (y/n) or I'll pull your panties down and take you roughly, I can make any girl scream and tell me what I want to know"
I gulped, my eyes watered and I nodded.

Sebastian looked at me as I took a deep breath in and out.
" I'm pregnant"
His eyes shot open in surprise
" M-my lady"
" Ciel got me pregnant and I don't know what to do" I cried
Sebastian put his hand on my cheek and gave me a small smile
" My lady please do not worry, I will take care of you"
" Y-you will?"
" Yes, me and my master will take care of you and the baby"

" No he killed my family I'm not going back to his mansion with him"
Sebastian sighed and explained everything to me, he also gave me a lecture.
" You now have a baby to think about, I doubt it will survive out here, plus how will it feel when it's older and doesn't know where it's father is"
I sighed and nodded " Ok I'll go with you"
" First you shall tell Ciel about this baby, my lord please do come in!"

Ciel emerged from the darkness and stood close to me.
" I will go with you to your mansion but know I am truly deep and will find it hard to be with you, even if I love you"
" I understand" Ciel bowed
" And?" Sebastian said glaring at me
I stood up, my white night gown brushing against the ground.
" Ciel I-i. I'm pregnant"

Ciels eyes widened
" Your really pregnant?"
" Yes" I said looking to the ground to avoid eye contact with him. Then I seen him drop to his knees in front of me.
" Ciel?"
He stayed there looking at my stomach until he crawled over and put his head on my tummy and hands on my hips.
" I'm going to be a father" he looked at my stomach and kissed it
" I don't know if you can hear me, or if your even there little one but I wanted to let you know that I love your mother and I love you too".