Prinxiety (?)

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A/N: I'm a huge Thomas Sanders fan and I recently came across #prinxiety, I think that's how you spell it. If I'm wrong please correct me. But I wanted to write a small fanfiction. Thomas if you are by any chance reading this, firstly ilysm! I never had vine but I always loved watching your vines on YouTube! Secondly, thanks for reading and I really hope you enjoy! Thirdly, keep on doing what you do best, making people happy.

Anyone else, enjoy.

Thomas's P.O.V

"I didn't mean for it to happen, truly I didn't. But Anxiety, fell in love with Prince. It was a mistake really it was. I honestly don't even understand it, but it's self love. I don't mind it. So until next time, take it easy guys, gals and non-binary pals. Learn to love yourselves."

After a brief moment, I turned off the camera happy with the video I had recorded and I took a minute to calm down and let Anxiety and Prince talk. I do that more often than I ever used to. Even logic and Morality get along now, Prince and Anxiety have been a good influence on all my personas. I really enjoy the way it makes me feel.

Suddenly, while I was 'day dreaming' my window smashed and a hooded man walked into my room behind me. I knew he was behind because I heard him. I turned to him and he was holding a strange object that remotely resembled a gun.

"Goodbye Thomas, hello Prince and Anxiety."

After that something hit me in the chest and everything went black, and that's the last thing I remember.

I don't know where I am now, everything is black and there's a hole in my chest. The only thing I can see is a small window, like a viewing window. It allows me to see Prince and Anxiety. As well as all my other personas.

They don't look like me anymore, they're their own people.

Prince is more handsome than I was and he's blonde now. His eyes are blue and his lips are fuller, his clothing was more normal but it was designer, expensive. Beside Prince was (and pretty much always is) Anxiety, his hair is pitch black with red tips and his complexion is lighter, his irises were like dark pools in his head and his nose was smaller. Anxiety's clothes had remained the same, although he normally wore the vine flower crown I had received on tour.

Logic and Dad had come to life too, similar clothes to what they always wore in my head however Logic was a red head now and Dad's entire face had changed completely.

When they had first come to life, they were confused. Very confused. Soon enough, they put the pieces together and knew I was gone. They gave each other new names. Logic became Logan, Morality became Matthew, Prince became Roman and Anxiety became August.

A few months has gone by since then, they have a bigger house and August and Roman are engaged. It's as if I never existed, though sometimes August likes to sit down and think of me. I know because when he does I can talk to him, the same way he did to me.

He makes sure I know everything that's going on and asks about my situation, he asks if I'm going to get out and if things will ever go back to normal.

No.

My answer is always no.

August's P.O.V

I always hoped Thomas would come back but he always said he wouldn't. He said he was happier being just in my head. His fans always ask if he will come back. I tell them what he tells me. No.

Roman and I had kept his channel up and running and stayed as true to him as we could. It's been difficult but because there's four of us now, it's easier to get everything done.

A few months ago I proposed to Roman from on the roof. He accepted to my relief and then shouted at me to get down before I fell. Roman is so sweet, I love him so much.

Logan and Matthew are good friends now. They like to work together because they can actually compromise, they are like mine and Roman's dads. They opened a business down the street and they do really well. 'Logan and Matthew's pizza shop' with its many exotic flavors and toppings, they do savory and sweet pizzas, regular and desert pizzas. 'There is no limits in pizza' is their slogan.

Our lives are great, never better. We're so happy and I've never felt more loved than now. But sometimes I sit in the bath and just cry. I miss not having responsibilities, I miss pestering Princy and Logic and Morality, I miss Thomas and on top of all that... I'm ill.

I don't mean that I have a cold or something, but those are weird. I'm ill. I have cancer. Only Thomas knows; I'm scared of telling Roman because I don't know if I'll survive.

I'm so scared.

Please help me.

I'm dying.

Protect them.

Please.

I turned off the camera as a tear rolled down my cheek.

Protect my friends and family.

Thomas, Logan, Mattew, Roman and our daughter Maddison.

Please.....

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