Yours to revenge

Unrequited Love

Chandini's POV

Thinking on what had happened today sleep eluded me. I never thought I would end up in Anu di's home when I got up in the morning today. Smiling at his caring texts my day dawned beautifully but to end in a sad note.. Sitting by window sill overlooking the stars surrounding the moon I let myself wander in the thoughts that happened from morning.

For some unknown reason after the panic attack I seemed calm. Usually it will take an entire day for me to calm down and get straight with my thoughts, but this time it was like am much calmer within half a day. Must say it's because of the positive people am surrounded by. I don't want to go back to those dark days where I never had control over my thoughts and actions.

My sane mind brought me out of those unwanted thoughts and wandered over to certain 6 feet man-Arjun. The one who captured my heart on a strong will. I never thought someone is going to walk into my life to make me ache with these painful sweet thoughts. It pained much to listen to those harsh words from him, to be thrown away as dirt. The moment he declared he was toying with me and acting I knew that I love him. I realised it at that instant. Because that is when I felt the true meaning of agony, the heart-breaking pain made me realise I have given him so much of control and love to break me with such pain. I had given him the rights to hurt me with his words. I had given him the reigns of my heart .I no more stood as an emotion less girl, distant, frigid person who never reacted for happenings around me all these years but the one with pain whose love was discarded before it could bloom.

I had fallen in love with Arjun – The Unrequited love

Yes, it is the unrequited love, just because I love him doesn't mean I should live with him. Even if what Adi said is true, I do not want Arjun to fall in love with me. He don't need a girl whose past is damaged and broken as mine. He deserves much better. Di and her family deserves a girl with no past to haunt them. So, I am never going to confess to him or Di about my past. That will lie behind me as a closed book. I am going to get basked in his fake love making him to revenge me.

Am I not his to be revenged?

Arjun may not love me. But I love him and Anu di. I am going to give all my love to Arjun and enjoy his fake love and care for the upcoming 15 days to treasure it with me for all my life. I am going to live my entire life in this 15 days.

After processing the entire day happenings one thing I was sure about was Pradeep needs to be brutally punished for all the deeds he has done to Anu di and me. Till now I haven't thought about his punishments, but all I wanted was to escape from him and this shit of a marriage but today after di's ordeal one thing I decided was that he should have the heaviest blow in his life. I need to raise from the ashes to teach him a lesson, the hard lesson. First one being me ditching him. I know he doesn't love me, I am just an obsession for him. Yet it will hit his ego when he sees me with another man. I will ensure that I get revenged by Arjun to give the biggest blow to Pradeep. This way I will somehow escape from this marriage of mine with that bastard too.

I was planning on further things to do ,when my entire thought process was disturbed by a knock on the door.

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The moment sleep allured Anu, Pranav walked towards guest room. He knows Chandini will be wide awake. The confusion and the anxiety that someone knew about her health abruptly mirrored in her eyes.

Once they reached their home, it had become difficult for Anu to withhold her caring instincts that she wanted every another 5 minutes to keep checking on Chandini. It took every ounce of control in Pranav to delude her and put into sleep.