Yours to revenge

DAY 5

Chandini POV

Each day is giving me  bunch of surprises, like today I got to know that Arjun was actually in love with me, shedding his revenge plan. I must really thank Adi for his blast on Arjun that day, if not my Buddhu would not have realized his love for me.

I really wanted to let go of my past and his ugly touches that has created a deep scar in my heart. Knowing Di is on full support for a victimized girl, I know she will not have any issues with my love story. I cannot keep Arjun on dark with issues happened with me, he deserves the truth for loving me. Before all this I need to know whether I can be able to lead a normal martial life. I checked the timings and saw it's very late to call my therapist today so it is better I have a call with her on morning.

Just because I love him and he loves me, I cannot push Arjun to have a life with no future. He needs to have someone who waits for him home when he comes back not the one who gets panic attack , he needs to have someone who can give him all of her without any hesitation or fear not the one who has a dreadful past, he needs to have a happy martial life with a woman who can give him children not a person who gets nervous when he is about to kiss her.

I need to have a clarity of my life before pitching myself in his life. Thinking all these I dozed off.

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I called my therapist in the morning but she is deep neck buried in her sessions so it will be impossible for her to have a session with me today. It should be tomorrow then. I sighed and tried to reach Kavya to have our usual banter. I really wanted her beside me now. She is one soul who always wanted the best for me and now when I have fallen for the best I will require her views on him.

Ugh!! I really wonder why she even have a mobile when she is not ready to pick up the call. I slumped my shoulder after trying to reach her for 13th time from this morning. Just then I received a text saying she is caught in covey of relatives, so she will call me today evening. Without having anything fruitful to do I started my painting, which has to be delivered in 2 days.

ARJUN POV

The moment I got up from sleep I know today is going to be hectic. I know I should not complain after dumping all the work in Adi's head for past 4 days, but common today is Friday which means it is a busy day for us.

Though I was busy all throughout the day her thoughts ensured to have a space of its own in my heart and to muddle with me. I know she is innocent but heck I never figured out she can be as crazy as this. Who in the sane mindset will want to catch a running train? I can't help but let out a chuckle at her date plans.

Don't mock by chuckling at her naivety.

No offence Mr.Brain!! I enjoy spending each and every second with her. Yesterday that girl had ensured to give me a sleepless night just by her actions. I was prodding over the way she set off lantern giving me reasons for each one she set off. Did she mean that she is going to set free her past wedding plans and embrace my love? That should be it. I know that by her implications.

Can someone blame my thoughts ?.When a person wants something so much he will start thinking that all small casual things that happen around is related with his victory of achieving it. Just like I now think her lanterns setting off is hinting her love towards me. But these things are not going to derail me. I know she is in love with me and I strongly believe in it

God Arjun you haven't yet proposed her then how will she know that you are in love with her?

Though it is a good question, I don't want to scare her by saying my love for her. She was scared and nervous when we were about to kiss, what will happen if I propose her. I think she may feel suffocated with the way things are rushing so it will be best if I just plan to cancel her wedding for now. Again that is going to be tough with that asshole around. He should not harm Chand in any way if she is going to back off from marriage. The moment I know her decision to back off from marriage I will confess my love, if not I will not delay a second to kidnap her from her own wedding.