Sincerely, The Runaway

6. Friends with Benefits

I got time to edit it. I did my best so if you find a grammar mistake, I apologize in advance.

Ever’s P.O.V

Ben sat down against the wall across from me on the floor. I couldn’t fully see him, but I knew he was furious.

“Say something” I said and I started to feel Shamed.

“Ever” he said and I knew he was thinking, “I love you so much, but I think it’s best if I leave you alone for a few days.”

Ben got up and opened my door.

“Wait” I said and he walked to the window. I stood in my room alone and yelled, “Ben, can we talk?”

I ran towards the window and he was gone. I felt so abandoned and depressed. I slowly sat down against the wall and cried. I got up and went into my room.

“God” I said crying. I sat down by the window, and looked outside, “I’m so mad at you”

My feelings started to bundle up and I had to let it all out.

“I AM SO MAD AT YOU FOR LETTING MY UNCLE GO AND NOT HEALING HIM. HE WAS MY ONLY FAMILY; HE WAS THE ONE THAT HELPED ME SMILE EVERY DAY” I yelled everything out, “why can't I find my home, why can’t you be here for me; I just want to be hugged for hours and to feel loved, but all I feel is emptiness.”

I listened hoping God would speak to me, but there was nothing. I turned on my radio from my phone and Scars – Colton Dixon came on. I turned off the radio because I was still confused and angry. I unpacked and lied down. I looked at my scars and felt so hungry for love, attention, just something. I fell asleep and was woken by Parker.

“Get up you have an hour before we leave for school” He said and left. I closed the door and turned up my music. I listened to bloodlust – KillSonik and picked my clothes. I jumped into the shower, and quickly got out. I put on a blue off shoulder crop top, and a black sweater. I put on multi zipper skinny jeans, and blue black new age vlado shoes. I put some hair product in my hair so it wasn’t frizzy, and I let it dry on its own. I walked down stairs, and grabbed an apple.

“Ready?” I asked Parker who still had his pajama pants on, “I’m going to school.”

I grabbed my book bag and long board. I ran outside and jumped onto my long board. It took me thirty minutes to get to school, but I enjoyed it. Once I got to school I put my longboard in my bag and walked towards the school from the parking lot.

“Hey, Babydoll” Ace said wrapping his arm around me.

“Leave me alone” I said pushing him away.

“No way” Ace said trying to put his arm on me.

“Leave me alone” I said trying to push him away.

“Hey babe” some guy said rolling to my side and kissed me.

“Hey” I said and he wrapped his arm around me.

“Ready for school?” He asked and I looked at the guys beautiful face. He had deep brown undercut hair that kind of pulled back but had a piece of hair coming by his face. He had blue eyes that matched the sky. He had tanned skin, and he smelt so AMAZING.

“Yeah, sweetie” I said and he held out his hand. I grabbed his hand and he pulled me onto his longboard.

“When did you guys meet?” Ace asked grabbing my arm.

“On the road” The guy said putting his hand on my arm and Ace dropped his hand.

“He means, back in Chicago; I was crossing the road and he bumped into each other. I fell and he tripped over me. The lights turned green and a car was coming. He covered my body with his, and the car stopped.” I said and Ace became very disappointed.