~Yuri X Fem!Reader~

Ken Kaneki ||Tokyo Ghoul||

Ghoul reader :3 sorry for the long wait so please enjoy <3
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Stop it, stop talking to me...I hate people-they make me hungry.

You winced at the thought as Touka pinched you. You were a barista part time at Anteiku, ever since she left you've been rather moody you couldn't control it. Even Uta tried to help you out by being your boyfriend to ease the pain you had...the sexual favors between you two were out of pure pain.

No love, no passion...so you had to stop it but Uta was always there to talk to you to help you out because you both knew eachother when you were both small. "My hours are up Touka, I have to go." "Alright be careful out there." You waved, grabbed your bag and had left the area into the rain. It was dark, city lights gently glowing in the night-you wanted to cry...it hurt so bad you missed her so much that it hurt you physically.

You began to cut and burn yourself knowing full well that stuff like that doesn't hurt a full fledged triple S ranked ghoul you just.....you felt completely lost. You purposely are human food to make you feel hurt, so many bad things happened to you but Kaneki leaving was the worst...all you could dream about was sitting in her lap, crying softly as she kissed you softly holding you and tell you all will be well again.

You stepped in a puddle and looked up to see a the book shop you and Kaneki first met at, you remember how flushed her face got when your hands both touched reaching for the same book. "Where are you...? ....I'm scared Kaneki......" Your voice started shaking and you but your lip to keep tears from falling but that didn't help at all so you hurried up to get home.

As you made it to the door step you unlocked to door and walking in soaking wet. You slammed the door behind you and sobbed extremely hard; in the process curling up in a ball. You held in all this pain for an extreme amount of time you couldn't express it another way, you never wanted to try and forget her or you'll forget your exact purpose for living...she saved you from cycle of hatred and darkness-the hell you were born into. But through all of your self-loathing your phone started ringing in your pocket but you just tossed it onto your sofa not even looking at it.

You took off your boots and jacket making your way to the bathroom, turning on the light you looked in the mirror seeing your darkened features. "I look awful...." You chuckled sadly sniffling and reaching into the medicine cabinet you took out a small white container of sleeping pills.

You tried overdosing several times but it never worked since you've tried you multiple times you were immune to it. Once you took the pill you walked out the bathroom your body began to feel limp and heavy signaling it began to work; so you plopped onto your sofa and fell into a deep sleep.

~*Next Day*~
The rain never stopped, it kept going... "Touka, where's Y/n? She was supposed to be here thirty minutes ago." Nishiki spoke and one cue the door opened revealing your drained features. You and the others were going to go on a mission to Aogiri, you didn't question why-you only followed orders..so you put on your (f/c) and (f/c) mask to conceal your face. But from there you followed everyone to Aogiri..

'This place is filled with all types of different scents, so many that I can't really tell how many people are here to be exact. The filthy reek of humans and....all spectrums of ghouls scents.'

"Y/n are you listening?" Uta questioned and had eyed you but you looked a completely different direction, still lost in thought.  'In the state of confusion...clear your mind and all will fall together..why do I smell.....Rize......isn't she dead...? Wait...'

Your eyes widened and you took off running not even bothering to listen to the others who called out your name. "There she is!!! It's the triple S ranked ghoul! Attention all men, I've spotted Fallen Angel! I repeat I have spotted fallen angel!" One of the men had yelled into a walky talkie "Oooh finally a challenge! I'm going in..." Juuzou made his way passed the multiple ghouls in an attempt to catch you since you were the rarest, yet the absolute strongest ghoul ever to be created. "OUT OF MY WAY!!!!!!!!"

You activated your dual kagunes, Ukaku and Bikaku killing all who stood in your way letting out war cries not letting anything throw you off of your path of destruction. Bodies were torn apart and blood stained your mask but you kept running toward the scent.

'It has to be her! It has to be...!' As you ran through the debris hope began to fill you from head to toe making you more agile in a fight, you had something to fight for. But Juuzou came in at your blind spot, gun slinging in as an entrance for you "My god! I never thought I'd actually see Fallen Angel in real life with my own eyes! Wowee your super pretty! Would you mind if you were my science project...~?"

You were about to attack Juuzou but your body started to go limp "Gotcha before you could even make a move, I thought this would have been one of those super badass fights that you see on tv-guess not." Your kagunes began to turn black and brittle up, you began coughing and heavy for air.

You looked at the can at your feet it read CGC Gas, your eyes widened and you made a retreat for it closing off the way you came from making it outside. You panted breathing in the fresh air and having gun shot wounds on you bleed freshly, you didn't have time to rest but the only thing about having two kagunes is that it drains you faster versus a regular kagune..you tried standing up but Juuzou and his soldier friends wounded you terribly. You didn't want to stop until you found out who was harboring that scent but before you could make anymore progress you collapsed. You tried to force yourself to get back up but your body went against the wishes you wanted....

After what felt like a few hours or so you finally felt warmth and you flinched at the touch. You quickly grabbed the hand that touched you and started to harshly squeeze it attempting to break it "Y/n-San....." Once you heard the voice your eyes widened the person removed your mask seeing the blood running down your face. "You haven't changed at all my love.."

Your mouth didn't let you respond, your mind was racing and so was your heart. Kaneki brushed your messy locks away and kissed you deeply, both of you longed for each others touches and kisses. The kiss kept deepening with each passing moment until you both were satisfied

"Let's go home Y/n..."
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I ALMOST CRIED DURING THIS!!! ;;