You Are My Everything

IV. The Mistaken

The day is gloomy as the sky is bluish blue and starts to pour the droplets of rain. Everyone across the streets waiting to take the bus as today is probably a busy day for those who works in office. 

It was 10:00 in the the morning when one body was founded lying on a bed covered with a white blanket. The day starts again just like yesterday. Before opening her eyes, she feel the pain on her head as the hang over is attacking her in the morning.

She slowly open her eyes, half asleep yet half awake. She look around her room, the same thing. Her TV on the other side of her room, the small desk where she do her work or read some stuffs, the plain white door of her bathroom, the cabinet, a frame of their family picture that is on the wall, and the bluish rag outside her bathroom.

When she was busy looking at those things, something stop her from what she is lookng. She saw a plain shirt on the floor, a jeans, a bra, and an underwear. She see those as it is her clothes. After seeing those clothes she widened her eyes as she look at herself naked on her own room. 

Don't know what to do, and she doesn't remember what happened yesterday. After sitting herself and lean, she hug her legs as she is afraid doesn't know what really happened yesterday. 

"Woo sung." she mumble. A cool breeze past her as she chill in nervous from what she have done. She then put her hands down and felt a wet on her bed. She slowly lift the blanket to see what was the wet thing on her bed. 

Please, please, this is not true, she thought as she being nervous if her thoughts were true. She then open her eyes.

She even widened her eyes as she see blood on her bed. As her first time to do make love by someone made her into tears. She doesn't know what to do, and scared what will happened to her. The most scariest thing is that she's afraid because he has a family already. Even though she really love this man yet she didn't think that this thing would happened to her. 

She clenched her fist in madness and starts to scream in out of pitch. She slap her self in madness, mad about herself not thinking twice that she made a sin that cannot be back. She cross her legs and put her head on her knee and cover her face by wrapping her arms around her skinny legs. She cry by herself without anyone's comfort.

"What you just said? You're pregnant!?" her friend exclaim in surprisement when Ji ah tell her about her being pregnant. They were in a cafeteria near the bank where they work together. 

"Can you lower your voice." she said. "Look, people are looking at us." she said trying to hold back the tears that she's holding on after the accident. Today is the only day where she could tell to Min nam what happened to her and Woo Sung because her friend was absent for a week that she was unable to say it.

"Ji ah, you should have told me about this." she gasp as she didn't care about the people around them that is looking at them. 

"I don't know what to do after that incident. I was really out of my mind." she said quietly and grab her coffee but Min nam stop her from drinking it.

"Are you crazy!?" she exclaim while holding Ji ah's wrist. "You're drinking coffee while you're pregnant." she take the coffee cup from Ji ah's right hand and put it on the other side of the table. 

"Did you contact Woo Sung and tell about this?" she look at her friend hoping that Ji ah contact Woo Sung. Seems like she's failed from what she thought when Ji ah shook her head. 

"Really?" said Min nam in disbelief. "I'm sorry to say this but you're stupid." Min nam said and frown at Ji ah. "You should tell him about this Ji ah. He did this to you. Are you really out of your mind-"