I awoke to people talking, I couldn't move, I heard people yelling things like
"She's Awake! She's awake!"
My whole body was in pain, I fell back asleep after like 2 minutes. I awoke, yet again, to a familiar worried face sitting on the left of my hospital bed.
"Ryan?"
"Oh, You're awake."
"Yeah, seems like it doesn't it? What happened?"
"I found you passed out in the park, so I brought you here, they did a bunch of tests to see why you fainted. You're anemic?"
"Yeah." I've been anemic since I was a child, they must've done a test to figure that out. I sat up.
"Can you get me water, I'm thirsty as FUCK!" I said making him jump which in return caused me to giggle softly.
"And here I was being worried but it seems that you're perfectly fine." He said, rolling his eyes and tossing me a water bottle.
"I'm Hungry!" I whined.
"I'll take you out of here and we can get McDonalds or something."
"Correction: Wendy's."
"Okay, Fine." I jolted up in my bed
"WHERE'S YOSHIMA?!"
"Well, I brought the dog to my place, if that's what you're asking." I put my hand over my heart, relieved. I heard a knock at the hospital door, I started to get up, but Ryan motioned for me to lay back down. He pulled the door open, as he did, I had to swallow the cries that threatened to spill from my already agape mouth. I pulled the sheets over my head in an attempt to hide.
"Is this your new boyfriend (F/N)?" That familiar, raspy voice croaked.
"N-no." I managed to stutter out, sobs following the shaky word.
"(F/N)?" Ryan's confused voice called out. I peeked my eyes out from the sheet, to see the two men staring at me, one with evil intentions.
"W-what do you want?"
"I thought we cleared that up over the phone, dear." I heard Ryan mutter something under his breath, but I couldn't make it out. I shivered at the word, dear. He has no right to call me that. I wanted to run, to get away.
"So ummm, What exactly is going on here?" Ryan asked.
"Oh, look at the time, I have to go, hope you feel better, (F/N)!" He gave me an evil smirk as he walked out of the door, I recognize that smirk. I cried softly into the sheets.
"Whats wrong?"
"N-nothing!"
"Obviously it's not nothing, you can tell me."
"HE FUCKING TORTURED ME AND RAPED ME AND...And...and"
"Shhh...(F/N) I'm so so sorry." He gently rubbed my back as I cried into his shoulder. Suddenly we heard the door open
"Well, Well, What do we have here?" Brendon's voice rang through the air. We both jumped and immediately separated. We looked to the door to see The boys and Sarah. I turned my tear stained face away out of embarrassment.
"Can I tell them?" Ryan whispered to me.
"Tell us what? That you guys are dating?" Sarah chimed in.
"Nope" I answered to Sarah. I looked at Ryan and nodded, giving him approval. Ryan explained as I sat there, the occasional tear escaping from its prison.
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"I don't know anything other than he tortured and raped her, she didn't tell me anything else."
"Aww, I'm so sorry!" Apologies rang through my ears, and comforting back rubs were felt but I kept my eyes clenched shut.
"I don't want to talk about it, just let it go and carry on normally. "
I said, interrupting everyone's apologies. My eyes glanced around the room, looking into everyone's eyes. They all shared the emotions sadness, anger, guilt, and pity. Except for Ryan's eyes, he had a look of understanding. I wondered, how could he possibly understand, he hasn't been abused? My stomach roared, breaking the silence.
"I promised you Wendy's, didn't I?" Ryan looked to me.
"Yeah, and you better live up to that promise."
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We drove in silence, it was just me and Ry, the others left. I tapped my long, thin finger on the door to the car, quietly humming along to the music on the radio. We pulled into the drive- thru at Wendy's, but it the woman on the other line asked us for our order, Ryan ordered a big Mac, a medium Fri, and a sprite. I ordered chicken nuggets, a medium Fri, and a sprite as well. We drove up to the next window, the woman verified our order, Ry nodded, and grabbed the food from the girl's hand.
A/N: Hey guys, I'm sorry that I haven't updated in a while, I was in the hospital for 2 days due to medical issues.
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