Young and Emo? | Ryan Ross x Reader

I Love Him

I feel disgusting, no amount of soap could wash away this feeling. That's where I am now, crying in my bathtub, trying so desperately to wash it away. No matter how hard I scrub, I'll never be clean. I hear knocks at the door but right now I'm too broken to get dressed and answer it, so I continue to cry and scrub my skin to the point where it's peeling and bleeding. Suddenly, the door opens, did I not lock it? What if it's him? My thoughts are silenced when a familiar voice chants my name, causing me to cry louder for some reason. There was a soft knock at the bathroom door and the same voice asking if I'm okay, I couldn't form words and couldn't stop the constant cries erupting from me. That door was then opened and a gasp filled the silence. Ryan walked to the tub, grabbing my hand as I cried. I didn't even care that he was seeing me naked, I was completely focused on the earlier events.

"Shhh... Um, What happened? Please stop crying." Ry said while awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck

"He... He.... He did it again." I said, the words breaking through my cries. His eyes widened in realization as I continued to sob.

"Um, here, move your legs, okay?" I flinched uncontrollably as he approached me, however I still obeyed and moved my legs to the side as he carefully took out the plug to drain the water. As the water slowly drained I whimpered and tried to cover myself

"It's okay, I'm not gonna hurt you." He said soothingly. He grabbed a towel from the now empty rack, handing it to me, I gladly accepted and dried myself before wrapping it around my body. He held a hand out to me so that I could safely get out of the empty bathtub. I, yet again, accepted his offer, the other hand holding up my towel. Immediately as I got out of the bathtub he pulled me into a hug, muttering apologies and things in my ear. I tried to contain the tear threatening to spill; But I couldn't, tear flowed down my cheeks and onto his shoulder. 

I love him.

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A/N: Guys, Guys, Guys! Look what I found |
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It's fucking beautiful.