Young and Emo? | Ryan Ross x Reader

We Need to Talk

Our lips connected, his soft ones on mine. I sucked softly on his bottom lip, enjoying the sweet taste. Our moment was short-lived as we heard his front door open. We immediately separated from each other, blushing madly. I looked at the door, to see Brendon closing it behind him. Thank God that he didn't see, knowing him he would've teased us to the point where I would literally kill myself. He finally looked at our red faces. He smirked, which only caused me to get redder, if that was even possible. I turned away.

"Brendon. Why are you here?" Ryan asked.

"You invited me, remember?" He said, sticking his neck out sassily. Ryan rubbed the back of his neck, embarrassed.

"Yeah, I remember now."

"I'll just go... " I stood up, grabbing my purse and Yoshima. I felt a warm hand on my wrist. Ryan looked up at me, he mouthed the words 'Don't leave' I sat back down, I can't leave him alone. I sighed. Not because I was angry or annoyed but because I knew that teasing was about to escape Brendon's mouth. Me and Ryan sat next to each other, Brendon still standing in the archway. We all just kinda looked at each other for a while.

"So, what happened?" Brendon asked.

"Nothing." Maybe I was too quick to reply.

"Whatever you say..." I rolled my eyes.

"Ryan's letting me stay here for the night since it's late and I don't have my car with so I would have to walk." I lied.

"Okay." He seemed to believe it.

"Ry, Im gonna go take a shower, can you please show me the bathroom and if you have any clothes I can borrow?" He nodded and got up, I repeated his movements, we went upstairs, where he handed me a shirt and a hoodie. His shirts would be really long on me considering he's almost a foot taller than me, that meant that I didn't need pants. I thanked him and then he brought me to a door. He told me it was the bathroom.

"Ummm, Ry when I get out can we talk?" He nodded and I pushed the door to the bathroom open, closing and locking it behind me. I lifted my band tee over my head, tossing it on the floor, after that I slid down my black, ripped skinny jeans. Leaving me in only my matching bra and panties, I took those off as well. I stepped into the shower, the warm water hitting my back soothingly. What happened before? Why did I do that? I'm such an idiot. He probably hates me now. Wonderful. I continued my shower despite my non stop negative thoughts. I massaged shampoo into my scalp. I leaned against the wall, cursing myself. I washed the foam like substance out of my (H/C) locks. At this point I was wrestling with my thoughts. I was seriously contemplating suicide. I finished my business in the shower and turned the water off. I then wrapped my naked, wet body in a towel. I heard talking downstairs, I couldn't exactly make out what they were talking about though. I got dressed, brushed my hair and teeth, and walked downstairs. I curled up on the couch next to Ryan. I pulled a blanket over my chilly body. Brendon and Ryan continued talking as I zoned out.

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Yet again I felt myself being shaken awake. I fluttered my eyes sleepily, letting them focus on the beautiful boy in front of me.

"He left." Ry said. I hummed sleepily in response. He laughed a bit, I pushed him playfully.

"Don't laugh at me!" I whined. He smiled.

"Didn't you want to talk?" He asked.

"Oh, Ummm, yeah. What exactly happened before?"

"I don't know, but I do know that we can't tell anyone."

"Okay, I'm okay with that."

"You look really cute in my shirt."

"Back off, Ross."

"Never, (L/N)" I giggled.

"How do you know my last name?"

"That's a secret!" He stuck his tongue out.

"I hate you." I smiled, despite my comment being rude.

"You should go to sleep."

"What? Why?" I whined. 

"You've been passing out all day, clearly you are tired."

"I'm fiiiiine!" 

"Whatever."

"What should we do now?" He shrugged. The guitar in the back of the room caught my eye. I reached for it, pulling it into my lap. I strummed a few times, checking to make sure that it was tuned correctly. Of course it was tuned perfectly, it was Ryan Ross's guitar. Ry gave me a confused look as I started to play one of their songs, (Song of your choice). I hummed softly to my playing.

"You can play guitar?" I smirked,

"Yeah. Don't tell anyone though."

"Why? You're really talented."

"I dunno. I just don't like people knowing." I lied. He gave me a questioning look, but he shook it off and watched me play. Eventually I started singing the words instead of humming. Out of the corner of my eye I saw Ryan smile.

The rest of the night went just like that, me playing and singing, us cracking jokes, with the occasional snack break. However we eventually had to go to sleep, Ryan took me to the guest bedroom, we said our goodnights and he headed to his room. I let my led eyelids shut as I drifted into a deep sleep.

A/N: Hey guys! I was wondering, if any of you have a Ryan Ross x Reader on your account or you know of any good ones, could you let me know in the comments? Thanks. I've been running out of stuff to read. 💞💞💞💞💞.