That was the first time I got my stomach pumped.
I attempted to kill myself 6 times since then.
I stopped at 15, I can't escape this world.
She was always there. She stopped me.
Why did she keep stopping me?
It was clear as a blue sky, I wanted to die.
So let me.
I got up and got ready for school.
I threw on my leather jacket and grabbed my keys.
"Later." I mumbled as she grabbed my wrist and she stopped me.
"I'll drive you." She said firmly.
"No Patricia, I'm fine. I won't do anything, I promise."
"Please. Promise me, no killing yourself? Okay?" She said tearing up.
"I promise. Can I go now?" I said rolling my eyes.
I was now 16, starting junior year. Its been a year since I tried to kill myself.
"Yeah, good luck on your first day." She said giving me a kiss on my forehead.
"Good luck at work." I said giving her a small smile.
"Did you just smile at me?" She said with widened eyes.
"Bye." I said ignoring her comment and leaving.
I hopped into my car.
Once I arrived their whispers flooded the halls.
"What a freak."
"Didnt she try to kill herself?"
"She's crazy."
"Hey Rose." Danny said walking up to me.
"Hey." I said emotionlessly.
"I got us 3 tickets for the carnival, wanna come?" He said cracking me a toothy smile.
"Why not?" I mumbled.
His eyes widened in shock.
"Really? You never want to go Anywhere!" He said hugging me off the ground and swung me around.
I was finally put down with widened eyes.
"What the hell Daniel!" I shouted at him.
"Hehe sorry. I got a little too excited." He said smiling.
I gave a small smile back.
"Did you just smile?" He said putting his fist in his mouth. "Thats the first time I've ever seen you smile and I've known you for 2 years."
I shrugged.
Then I bumped into a guy.
"Watch where you're Going" he said then look down at me.
"You walk like a blind old man, put on your glasses, tough guy." I said with an emotionless face.
"Listen Daisy. The only one who needs glasses, is you." He said rolling his eyes walking away.
Weak ass comeback.
"My name is Rose, dipshit." I shouted from his behind.
"Bye Daisy!" He shouted back not turning around.
"Who the hell was that?" I asked Danny.
"He's the captain if the football team, Liam." He said shrugging
*
I only had two friends in this fucked up world.Ashley and Danny.
"Hey Beautiful" Ashley said sitting next to me during lunch.
"Hey Ash." I said picking up my pizza.
"I heard you smiled today, I'm so proud of you." she said hugging me. "Are you ready to speak yet?" She said as I ignored her.
"Rose, just remember. I'm just trying to help you." She said with glossy eyes.
"I dont want to talk about it and I'm fine." I said.
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Loving Daisy
Teen Fiction"You can't be in love with me." I said in shock. "Rose. Its too late, I'm already in love with you." Rose Parker is a suicidal teenage girl, for 9 and a half years she was raped and abused. Emotionless inside and out because she never moved on, but...