Fuyuhiko x Peko

Chapter 4 Love is a powerful word

The sun rose into the sky. It's light shined as it's light stretched across the sky, declaring that it was time to start yet another day on Camp Dangan.

"Good morning my lovely class! Its time to get up and moving! We only got 2 more days left on this trip, so lets make it last!" Chisa's voice echoed through the loudspeakers that scattered throughout the camp.

One by one, the students woke up and rubbed their eyes. Chisa was right, only a few days remained on this feild trip.

Time to get motivated!

Fuyuhiko's P.O.V  Inner thoughts

I am not motivated whatsoever today...

I got too much on my mind...Just worrying about how easily my damn classmates can spill the beans to Peko!

I swear if they tell her I will f**king kill them!!

...That's somethin I wanna tell her myself...

What the hell was I thinking just letting my feelings slip out like that...

...damn it...

Isn't it supposed to be easy to walk up to someone and say the simple words "I like you and will you go on a date with me?". 

Why is this love thing so complicated? All my feelings get so mixed up and my heart pounds out of my chest...

.....

Peko says shes just a mere tool...Not worth any feelings of love...

But...She's so much more than that...

She was by my side ever since we were kids, and I never really saw her smile until we came to this camp. 

To see that smile on her face...Made me so happy. I want her to smile more often.

I want to prove to her that she is so much more than what she thinks she is.

But at the moment, not even a Yakuza like me can have the bravery to face Peko head on...

But here is where I will make a promise.

I promise you Peko, someday I will be brave enough to face you and tell you my feelings...

I don't understand much on how love works, or even if she has the same feelings...

Right now I am just weak, like a flower that cant even hold itself up.

But I swear, I will get stronger for you Peko. I will do even the most taboo things in the world until I know that I can tell you that...

that..

I think...I love her...

....Man...What am I gonna do with myself...

..Peko

Just wait for me. I will be right by your side as soon as I have the confidence. 

Even if you do not have the same feelings, I am willing to give it my all.

I never expected someone like me to experience this feeling. 

I guess I am a bit motivated today...Starting today...I will train to become strong for you Peko.

I promise...

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