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Chapter 16: The Truth

Raeun's POV~

All day I ended up talking to Yoongi about my problem. I haven't told him yet the reason why I'm taking this too seriously. I thought he'll make fun of it but he seems serious as well. It's a relief.

We've been in the rooftop for almost three hours or so. None of us notice that there is still classes behind us.

The fresh breeze got me. It help me wash away the thoughts that are lingering in my mind but not all of it. I feel bad for dragging Yoongi here well he was the one who pulled me up here, what I meant was for making him stay here and skipping classes because of me. Although Yoongi seemed fine with it.

"So what are you gonna do?" Yoongi ask out of the blue. What am I gonna do? I don't even know if it's me but I'm 99% sure her is me. "I don't know."

I felt like giving up at this moment. I don't want anyone to die especially if it's because of me. I never thought fighting for someone you love can lead you to death.

"I'm such a nerd. Why would anyone love a stupid, ugly, worthless person like me?" I insulted myself again. "I told you many times, stopping saying bad things to yourself. You're not ugly, stupid or worthless. Your special." He said but the last few words were hard to understand. "Thanks but I don't know how to deal with this. The first one didn't go too well." My mind travelled back again.

"First one?" Yoongi ask, raising a brow up. "This happened before. In my old school there were four guys fighting over me. I thought that it was cute because I'm being fought. It was a dream of mine, it makes me feel that I am special. But one day after the fight they stop going to school. I didn't saw any of their presence in our school or anywhere else. I came to a conclusion to look for answers, what I got was bad news. They... died."

My tears couldn't help but to flow down my face as Yoongi was carefully listening to my story. "It's either a homicide or a suicide. I don't know how did it get to that point where people are dying. In movies when they are fighting like they would normally show the girl who is better. I believe in those movies so much that I forgot how reality really works."

Yoongi patted my back for comfort as I continue with my story. "From what I heard it was only three guys who died, the fourth one, I don't really know what happened to him. I don't even know him." I buried my face into my palms.

Yoongi stopped caressing my back. He pulled his hands back to his, he looks scared. I notice that his pupils were shaking, in fear? His hands were trembling as well. "Yoongi are you ok?" I ask wiping my wet eyes. "Huh y-yes I-I'm fin-fine." He stuttered.

"What's wrong?" I ask worriedly. His voice were shaking as well, it was hard for him to speak. "N-nothing." He immediately replied.

I knew something was wrong. "Yoongi?"

I was about to reach for his hands to comfort him but he ran away. "Yoongi!" I called, he didn't looked back. The way he acted made me worried about him. "Did I say something wrong?"

I ran downstairs but he is nowhere to be found. Where could he have been?

I search through the whole building, still none, in the campus, same. There's only one place I haven't visited yet, behind school.

I remembered that he has a place there. I quickly ran out of the building running to the place. As expected the house was there.

I sneak my way to the door. I knock a few times but receive no response at all. "Yoongi?" I called. "Are you ok? Is something wrong? Did I do something?" I throw questions at him.
He didn't answers, even a slight. Maybe be needs some time alone. I left the place afterwards. I'm still worried and confuse. Did I do something?