Chapter 1: Camping?

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Raeun's(you)  POV~

Morning welcomes me as soon as I woke up. I stretched out my arms and lay down on my side. I use my hand as a pillow and stare at the picture that was on a table beside my bed.

The room was still dark and the only light that was visible is from my digital clock. The curtains I had is a thick cloth. 

Let's just say I hate seeing bright light as soon as I open my eyes. Don't get me wrong I'm not a vampire its just annoying when your eyes met the light as soon as you open them.

It was the first day of school and honestly I'm not excited as you think. We had 3 months of vacation after my last school year and now I'm a senior in high school. I can't believe it I'm here now. One more year and I'll be in college soon. 

Can I do it? They said when your a senior you'll experience great suffering, although I don't get what that means but it hunts me.

Suffer? Am I really going to suffer? Well going to school is already a suffering I guess that's enough description.

It was around four in the morning. Whoa I woke up earlier than I thought. I even planned on not attending the first day but I need too. (I know right - author)

I was wide awake but still no plan on getting up. I look like a dead person in the morning that one time I got scared by my own reflection.

I look up at the ceiling still can't believe that there's already school. I mentally slapped myself while I hit my head on the wall.

After few minutes I force myself to stand up and do my morning routine. I lazily remove my clothes as I walk to the shower leaving a trail of clothes behind. 

I let the warm water hit my skin and did my routine.

I dried myself up hoping out of the shower. I went out with my towel wrapped around me leaving my with bare collarbone expose.

It didn't took long before I finally reach into a decision.

I chose to wear pants that was above the knee level, yellow polo and a jacket. I'm not really worried on how I dress up I just literally put anything I saw first in my closet.

Then I went back to the bathroom sitting in front of my huge mirror. I yawn and stretch before I started to do hair and makeup. I tied my hair in a half ponytail. I look like I gave up on life.

It took me a while to get a good look on my attire and I do look like I don't care about living my life tomorrow.

I thought long and I remembered that it was the first day of school, first impressions are important right? I got to the decision that I'm going to change.

I ran back to my closet and had a good look on all of my clothes. But I don't really care. I shrugged and close the closet door.

I went back to my bed and let myself fall down to it. I was facing the ceiling still no idea what I am doing with my life.

I mean all you do in life was actually just work to have a good future. First you have to study hard for a couple of years then go to college and decide what course to pick and you need to choose the course that you really like then get a job and work there for the rest of your life.

Even though I wanted to live my life the way I wanted I still have my priorities, and that is to finish my school years with honors and gold medals.

I stood up from my bed and got my bag that was place in a chair. I started to put things inside that i think I would need for today like pens, notebook, folder whatever.

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