Hoseok's POV~
It was an early morning when I was dressing up to go to the mall. I didn't even bother to judge what I was wearing, its just a simple long sleeve and a pair of jeans. It took only a few minutes for me to finish.
I thought everything was settled as I went out to the door but my dad suddenly called me.
"Yes dad?" I approached him. Honestly, I don't have a good relationship with him. Although I'm a happy person I do have conflicts in life, especially with my dad.
"Where are you going?" He questioned not even giving me a glance. "To the mall, I already told you that didn't I." I got annoyed. If an argument happened right now I might not be able to go to the hangout.
He sighed and left his cup of coffee in the table. As always he is wearing his formal suit, it's not a surprise that he has a meeting for today, tomorrow, the next day, and everyday until his death. "Do you like someone?" He also me straight forwardly. Why does he need to know that? He's not usually interested in this kind of stuff but I don't know now. "Uhh yes? Maybe I guess."
Yes, I like a girl. The one who always makes me smile and the reason why I kept doing it too. Although she doesn't know that. "So you don't have a girlfriend?"
Weird.
"I guess I don't." Hopefully in the future.
"I want this to be real quick so listen carefully and I don't want any interruptions." He paused then continued. "Our business is running low, we got bankrupt and the charts are going down fast. I met a friend last night and I really like him. I want him to partner up with our company and he also mentioned that he has a daughter who is the same age as you. So I'm thinking that for our company to get back in track and to get better too we have to build it up with them but we need some kind of relationship so I'm arranging a marriage."
WHAT?!
"Dad are you serious?" My heart almost drops. He doesn't even talk to me at home because of his stupid work and now he just says I have to marry someone I don't know comfortably? We're not in the a good relationship and he's running it even more.
"Yes I'm serious. She'll be here tomorrow night so get ready for that." He casually said as he fix his briefcase. "What the heck dad! I like a girl already, how can marry someone who I just met?" I sounded mad and annoyed and I don't even care. I don't even care for him anymore and anything he says.
My life was ruined because of him. My friend got into an accident because of him. I was forgotten because of him and I felt abandoned because of him. And now because of the girl I liked I learned how to smile. The first time I met her she ready shined like a jem to my eyes and that's will get destroyed too. Because of him.
"She's still not your girlfriend right? And I guess that she doesn't like you either so I won the bet." He showed me his annoying devil grinned as he walk out the doors.
That's it I had enough.
"What if she became my girlfriend? Would you stop the marriage." I don't know if it's gonna work but I at least tried. I'm tired and sick of him bossing me around. He controls me too much and my future. I can't be who I really am around him and if he's there. He whole existence his self irritates me.
"Please dad don't make me do this. I already done enough for you and all these years I was born I didn't ask you for anything so now please just this once, can I just get what I want." I begged. I almost kneeled down infront of him. "Do you really like this girl?"
"Yes I do." My eyes were drowning in tears. "Well then, if you manage to make her your girlfriend then I will cancel the marriage but since it's still not happening the date and dinner arrangements is still ongoing." That was the last thing he said before completely living me alone in the house.
Did I just convinced him? Did he just gave me a chance? I was suppose to be happy but I couldn't manage to smile. I wasn't sad either but instead I was confused and scared. What if I didn't make her mine? What if she likes someone else? How can I make her mine? How can I make an innocent girl fall in love with a broken guy like me?
Questions rumbled in my head as I got even more lost.
It's true that I like her so much and that I want her to be my girlfriend and wife, other reason is that I don't want to marry a girl I don't even know and like and I don't want to get force to like someone when inside you you don't you don't. Also the main reason is I want my dad to fall. I don't want him to succeed. After all this years you think I like being rich and spoiled. No I don't. I hate it. I hate this life and I hate him even more. I don't want to be the reason of him succeeding. Because of this stupid business our family is breaking apart. We don't have any bond all, he doesn't even know I won in a dancing competition with 3 gold medals straight. I didn't tell him though and I'm not planning to because I know he wouldn't care and even scold me for doing something so useless when dancing is my soul and my way out at him.
But if I have to win her heart to make him suffer I will. He's not my dad anymore. I will make him feel what he did to me for the past years of my existence in this world, the feeling of being worthless and abandoned.
Also it might be easy because we have a good friendship. If I can also make her heart race, better.
Don't worry dad, you'll just suffer like I did. I'm just going to win her heart like a piece of cake. Raeun will be mine soon.
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Sorry if there's any mistakes, I think there's a lot I hope it's fine. I'll reread it soon to change those mistakes, including the other chapters too.
That's all.
AllyM_17~
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