I fucked shit up this time for good. Ethan is a great friends but I don't really see him as more than a friend but he still fell in love with me and that's where shit went wrong. nobody should ever fall in love with me because it always ends with heartbreak and pain witch is never good. Ethan was pure and inocent , sweet and caring, a grade 10,virgin and my best friend for a while. I could talk to Ethan about anything. Ethan just listen to what I had to say and chimed in every once and a while to make his opinion on what ever I was talking about, he helped me get over the one guy I couldn't let go witch really saved my ass from alot more pain an I needed at that moment and the only thing Ethan wanted from me was to date me. I didn't want a relationship with anyone I still don't for fuck sake because I always mess shit up. that's why Brandon hates me too because I fucked shit up and he didn't even get to date me. point of the matter is NEVER EVER DATE SAM L'HEUREUX! kyle tried to warn Ethan always telling him down go down that path dude don't go down it. for fuck sake I even tried to warn him but he still fell in love with me and then came that weekend.
it's the middle of February in Canada its fucking cold but me, cooper (my amazing step sister), stony (Ethan's best friend), Stan, and Yvonne we were all in the trailer middle of a Canadian winter and were spending the night in a trailer. so its about 4pm here in the the shit hole town of newliskeard and we head to my house that's across from the school we head down the snow packed trail through my back yard to the trailer once we all got setteled in there we whipped out the pipes and the bongs and the weed. Stan packed bowl Afr bowl and we smoked it all till it was gone. we were all higher than a kite and frezzing our asses off. we all decided that cuddling together would keep us warm so we hopped into one of the two beds and piled all the blankets on top of us. stony would get in bed with us though because he would have had to spoon me and he didn't want to make things sextual. so at that point I knew I wouldn't be getting any action from him so I went for Stan. since I was high as fuck I was horny too. only down side I had just started my period.
latter in the night after we cooper had been making out with stony Andi had been dry humping Stan me and cooper went inside the house for a little chat. I told cooper not to let me do anything with Stan farther an I was already because I knew I would regret it she said Sam I'm not babysitting you. and I said fine we headed back to the trailer where we debated ordering pizza for like hours eventually we ordered the pizza and sent cooper to the house to pay for it. after we ate we all settled back down into bed me, Stan, and yvonne were in one bed and cooper and stony were in the other onr . stony ended up leaving at like 2am so cooper went inside being only me and Stan in the one bed and Yvonne in the other Stan got rough and it turned me on even more.
the next morning I woke up and went inside because I was fucking frezzing cold and I looked at my neck covered in hickeys like completely covered its was hard to hide but I managed pretty good. my parents freaked when they found out we had friends sleeping in the trailer last night without there permission . opps .
the rest of he weekend was slow and boreing cooper got our WiFi turned off because that weed we smoked she stole it from her mom yeah so we got in shit. Monday finally came and when I got to school stony had told Ethan what had happened Friday night he was pissed and grossed out. all day people kept asking me where I got the hieys I got bitches put a lot and surprisingly a lot of people though that the hickeys were from ethan . by the end of the day Ethan forgave me and we were friends again then Shit kind of got realtionshipy between me and Ethan we stared cuddling at lunch and he kissed me every time he left and yeah it started to get me wondering if. want a relationship with this guy .
Friday came it was valentines day the one day of the year I hare more than anything in the world. I had. babysit for my aunt shes also a major stoner who gets us weed and let's us chill at her place. she were just chilling there and we decided to have stony and stan over because that's what color wanted my aunt said sure so they came up. then stony and cooper left to go get weed me and Stan geeked out on tumblr me being samthestoner i reblogged a shit ton of stoner stufd and sex stuff haha anyways we did that till they got back we also munched o a little. cooper and stony Finaly got back after frezzing there asses off yo get us some weed. Stan packed the bowls we went outside and smoked cam back in peaked some more bowls went out side and smoked again. after we smoked up we just chilled inside cooper kept rejecting stony so he came over to me and Stan on the couch and cuddled with us then shit got interesting.
stony put his hand right on my hip Stans hand was already groping my tit so I took stony hands and slowly slid it down my pants he finally got the hint and got to work. stony has soft big hands and first me when I say this getting fingered by him is like the best thing ever I don't think you could find someone better at that job but him being the good friend he is let stan take over the job. stony took over the upper half . but once stony realized I wanted him not Stan this time he kind of pushed him to the side and got out a condom. stony is the type oof guy that need convent so he asked do you want me inside of you comw on tell me if you want me to make you cum . amdhe would just repeat it until I finally said yes and or no I said yes of course being horny ass hell and high as fuck. he was good but he finished fast witch is surprising considering from all the times he's had sex he's never finished ever. after we did it we cuddleed on the couch and watched cartoon it being like 3 am it was the only good thing on. so you know we're cuddleing and next thing you know were back at it his hands are down my pants and I'm going for his he whips out his dick and I jack him off a little until he starts pushing my head to go down and I know he wants me to suck his dick so I do I just fucking suck and suck until he starts to cum then I keep sucking and I dont spit I swallow witch he enjoyed a lot after he I got him to cum again we setteled down and cuddeled on the couch I fell asleep in him arms witch was nice considering I made him cum like 4 times that night.
so its now Sunday and me and cooper go to babysit some other kids and I'm talking to Ethan on Facebook. he kept saying I was nice so I broke the agreement me and stony and Stan had and I told ethan relitivly what hapend I didn't say it was with stony though but ether way Ethan said never talk. me again I should have listen to kyle so Ethan now hates me forever and o started talking to Reilly again who has a girlfriend. reilly wants to get stoned with me because he wants to fuck me because he never got the chance to before. so that's my life in the current state Reilly wants to fuck me Ethan hates me stony wants to do me again and me and Stan are just friends. cooper supriesingly isn't mad at me even though she kind of likes stony so yeah my life is a mess that I have todally fucked up all by myself
want more .... I'll try to post a new update of my crappy life every Sunday or Monday
