Redemption (Laito X reader) (Diabolik lovers )

9 Chapter

___POV

It was dark and I couldn't stop thinking about Laito and all I had thrown away. I wish I could take it back. My heart was racing and I wanted to scream but I couldn't as I felt empty and powerless. And something was restraining my eyes as to not see. I could smell water around me as bringing back a memory. A footsept here and there and heavy breathing yet I couldn't move, see or speak. I felt cut off from the world. I felt as if a nothingness was trying to take over me to give up yet my soul keeping to a fight for seeing Laito's smile again. His eyes staring into mine making me feel special and wanted. He never stopped loving me after all these years yet I put him trough hell. I regret so much right now. I wish I could take it back. If I ever see daylight I will tell him.

I heard footsteps. Heals strippling against a marmor or fleised floor. One heel after the other comming closer and closer. A black numbness covering me. As my stomach came into knots. I was thinking no longer. It all felt empty. The heals came close and I could feel a breath on my skin a presance near me as it pulled away in a instant. It was a familiar feeling.

The heels started to fade as I could hear them walk away. Many toughts going trough my head. It was definatley Dita. She was the one behind this but why. And how. What did I ever do to her. I don't even know her. My toughts went racing over as I could feel my heart shrink smaller as too nerveous to do anything.

The footsteps stopped and I couldn't hear anything for a second. I could feel my stomach tighten as many butterflies went truffleling and pointing trough with needles. I felt pain and fear for what's about to happen. I tried not to show it but I know my soul would be a dead give away.

A sudden sound came apart as something flew down and hit the grownd. I wasn't alone with Dita. I heard struggling as a chair screeched from side to side. Whilst someone was trying to scream as a quite yet powerful noise was slipping trough a cloth just like mine. The same sound I tried to make but couldn't. What has she done. If she hates me it's between her and me not someone else. What is going on.

I couldn't see but my ears tweeted to hear another sound as all I heard was breathing. A utter silance. And no movement. Just a whilped breath hung in and out as a chest would move in and back.

I heard footsteps come back again. Closer and closer as they got louder and I could almost hear them against my ear. I felt breathing behind me. Suddenly and slow the air puffed onto my ear. And suddenly a nail dug into my top palm as it went trough the skin and into the muscle. I could feel the pain rising as I bit the cloth in my mouth. As I felt a uneasy pain in my teeth from bitting the thick cloth strongly knotted along my mouth. Her finger dug deep in my skin as I felt blood rising and dripping across my arms. A strong drip falling onto the floor one by one as the warm blood wrapped around my cold wrist. She dug it out as it was only a few milimitres out my skin and started to drag her nail upwards. As I closed my eyes and a tear started to form from the pain. I bit the cloth more as my teeth formed around the cloth. She dragged her fingers up to my sholders slowly as I couldn't restrain the tears forming same as the reaction from my mouth wanting to scream to the bottom of its lungs. Short streams of blood dripping down my hands a falling onto the floor as if small drippings of rain. She was at the top point of the sholder maybe it's over.

She dug the nail out and ran ir back down in a different line of stream. As I felt pain again but this time my body was shutting down and I wasn't with he anymore a feeling, a tought came over me to shut out the pain.

______Flashback.

___POV

I felt wet and sweaty as water drops were dripping down my body. As if a rain fountain. It felt so to be a fountain flowing down but in reality nothing was seen. I looked more glittery and glistening but not like I felt. I stopped for a second. To catch my breath. I felt my chest closing as I couldn't breathe. My chest moved so frequent and strong as I layed my hands down on my hips as I bended foward laying my head down. I felt presure rising up my head and giving me a heavy feeling. My eyes were closed and all noises around me seemed to quite and become as if I was in a jar. I could hear someone saying something but I couldn't understand what. I got back up and looked at Laito infront of me as I slowly battering opened my eyes to see.