Redemption (Laito X reader) (Diabolik lovers )

17 Chapter

___POV

My head was spinning out of control. I felt my hands gripping the seat of the chair as I tried to stay up and not faint. I battered my eyes until I could see clearly. No one noticed this flash of faint as Laito was staring out of the window to the pine trees passing us by whilst Katrina and Dita didn't have time to notice because they spent they're time arguing.

"Lord what is this?" I sighed in a whisper. As I looked out of the window to the dark green forest and brown rocked road leading us to the palace.

"Did you say something?" Laito looked at me with widened eyes as I felt his soul worry and come over with concern as I smiled at him shaking my head to decline the fact that I said something and he looked back outside. It wasn't important. He doesn't need to know. He's always way too protective and he would never allow me to go do anything if he found out and there would be about a dozen doctors checking me for all possible reasons or cures as he tends to go a tad overboard with his actions.

I looked outside as the smell of pines racketed around and into my lungs slowly circling around my body. I looked at the forest remeber in what my mother always used to say .

"Forests will always hold your secrets, for that's what forests are for. To separate and hide things. To protect, to comfort, to hold, to envelop, to demonstrate, to slow down, to teach. How to the trees to desire and seek. The world will listen as you walk, watch, soften and breathe!" I mumbled to myself smiling and looking out of the window.

"That's beatiful! Who said it?" Katrina asked so curious as I smiled looking back at her.

"My mother!" I smiled as a silance filled the chariot. I felt Laito's hand brush up against mine as he intervened our fingers.

_____Flashback

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I was lying in my bed slowly gazing outside the window as a dark sky overtook the world and light stars lighted it up with one bigger than the other leading up to the clear white moon. A full moon. My favorite time. Yet I'm supposed to stay inside. No I want to go out. This is the time I'm strongest so I shouldn't have anything bad happen to me right.

I got out of bed and changed out of my night gown. I put on some black leather pants and a lace black corset as I took back my wavy dark hair back into a ponytail whilst my eyes lightened up in a spark so high into the sky. I laced up my dark purple heals and got up. Hunting. Finally. I haven't done this in years. I got up and went over to the window and climed up on it as the wind went trough my body and soul in a long and powerful breeze whilst the moon lightened up my face and eyes in a twinkle. I let go of the pilars and started falling. The wind rushing trough me. A nostalgic feeling went over me. Lord I miss this.

I landed on the grown slowly and yet  powerful. I felt adrenalin rush up my body as I let out a small laugh. I went outside and by the guards in confidence and headed towards the city. The key to walk by guards that have been in instructed to keep me inside is to walk in confidence as if you know what you are doing and nothing wrong is going past. And it worked aswell.

I walked trough the city in a dark dark world. Some people walking home. Alone. Together. But all walking away. So many picks for me. I went forth. All up until a club was banging. It was pounding a loud music Bases as it dunned all the minds of everyone in the lines waiting to get inside.  I walked past the line and up to the guard as I smiled confidently and he let me in. Guess I look good then. I walked past as I could feel him checking me out in perverted toughts taking over his num and pointless little brain.

I walked up to the bar and past the loud music blasting the speakers as most grinded on each other as the toughts of having sex with each and everyone of them flew in all their minds. If there was someone who didn't it would be surprising.