I could stare at one place for hours
I worry about the homework I am procrastinating on
I worry about my friendships, and if they are real
I worry about losing control of myself and doing something I will regret
I worry that life will continue to suck as much as it does right now
I worry about my future, and that I'm not working hard enough to make it a good one
I worry that I will grow old and die alone
I worry that no one actually likes me for me
I worry that nobody even knows the real me, myself included
I worry that I am a bad person
I worry that someone will learn my secret
I worry that I won't be able to change the world
I worry that my existence will not make a difference
And it is this worry that breaks the hypnosis and I begin to work again on homework
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See Differently
PoetryPoems depicting my life from high school through college. I'm just a sad girl trying to make her way through a turbulent life. Sometimes I think I see too much.