Maybe next year

Chapter 5

Jamie's POV

But what I had thought was love was just a set up. I moved from my old foster home just to get away from Calum. But there he was talking about how he still "wanted me".

I had reached my foster home and was now clinging onto the wall trying to regain my breath. There was a knock at the door, but I knew one of the facility members would get it. I poked my head out from above the stairs, seeing the black skinny jeans and white v-neck of a boy I have always despised.

"Hi I'm Calum. Does Jamie Williams live here?" oh god. Miss Blarth looked back to me as if to ask for permission. I shook my head, turned on my heels, and started my trek up the familiar stairs.

Minutes later I heard a knock at the door. I didn't bother trying to get up or answer so the person on the other side took that as the chance to come in.

Calum's POV

I ruined her life. Back there where she told me to leave her alone, it felt like tons of knifes just cutting into me and twisting with every word she spat at me. She wants nothing to do with me, but I wasn't going down without a fight. The lady at the door told me that Jamie didn't want to see me, but that was a lie because I could see that little blonde girl I had always loved leave from the top of the stairs.

Those days where her love was just a game to me and I played her like that. No wonder she hates me. I did ruin her life. I'm finally coming to conclusions and it's driving me absolutely insane. The way she looks at me now with just pure disgust. I can't even see those smiles that we shared anymore behind that etched frown.

I knocked at the door. No answer. Come on. Come on. Come on. You know what screw it because I have spent too much time just deciphering whether or not to just go in that I'm wasting time. Slowly turning the knob, I peer around the plain white door. Blonde curls were sprawled across that pink colored bed. Jamie didn't bother look my way. Sighing she got up and made her way to the bathroom. Jamie was just past done with me. Hatred. That's all I have ever made her feel towards me.

Making my way to her bed, I gently sat down, her scent engulfing me. Like a mixture between hairspray and peaches. I have smelt it before. When she would come over my house and-no stop that she hates you. She wants nothing to do with you. Stop filling your mind with the past. Its over.

She walked right past me and sat on Peyton's bed. "So your still here?" That girl over there's voice is full of poison and she is just trying to kill me. That's not Jamie. Not anymore. I broke her and she will never be the same.

"I always will be."

(Hey guys so ik its been a while since i last updated and i dont actually know how much longer im going to keep this book going...idek if anyones reading it)