It literally ruined my mentality
So when I look at you & think of your face
I feel disgust of some sort
I feel used in some way
I feel pain
& once again I feel alone
But I believe myself to be strong enough
To continue on with the love I've had for you
Cause I've been down for you
& I fell in love with you
But close your mouth, rest your fingers, & refrain from using "sorry"
Cause it is of no use to me
The apologies do not dry my tears they do not solve the problems, they do not give me life when I think of you & cannot breathe
& why are our forevers , always only to a certain point in time
When I have the sudden urge to leave you as a threat
To keep my sanity or gain so freedom, to see if you'll return
I allow myself to see the simpler times when I was sure you enjoyed my presence
& I remain
But it's as if we never survive
So as of now I'm not even going to try
YOU ARE READING
Unwise
PoetryI wish some wouldn't tell me how I feel, as if they know better than me.
