Unwise

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Why am I wanted in only the desperation of another. The first you run to in need. & when i'm in need there's no one there, so I help myself. No one to talk to because no one responds, but I do in a short period of time. & I lost someone over someone who never responds, lol we don't even talk anymore. Why am I not wanted just as the first thought in someone's mind or just to be checked up on why am I only wanted when they have no one else. Hello, I write so much because there's no one to talk to. Everything went downhill when that one went away & I keep my sanity by teaching myself everything isn't meant to be stressed over. But loneliness. Which kills. & i'm not strong mentally. Because all around people are leaving me & I lie saying I don't care. Sometimes I really don't . Whatever. This is just ramble. But if you're still reading this I'm -