The Sick Boy In My Window
{ y o o n g i }
The sick boy in my window never seems to notice
When I pass by everyday
The sick boy in my window never seems to hear
The 'hello' I mutter when taking my seat
The sick boy in my window never seems to look up
From the outside window he's so fixed on
The sick boy in my window never seems to recognize my voice
When I call his name
The sick boy in my window never seems to realize
How his condition makes me feel
The sick boy in my window never seems to feel sick
But it keeps getting worse
The sick boy in my window never seems to be afraid
Yet death is standing right behind him
The sick boy in my window never seems to accept his utter beauty
But I do, and I notice.
{ j i m i n }
The doctor in his office is always so kind
Even though I treat him terribly
The doctor in his office is always observant
More so than my own mother
The doctor in his office is always saying I won't die
But I can tell he's lying
The doctor in his office is always so selfless
When he brings me comic books despite knowing I can't read it
The doctor in his office is always staring at me
And I don't mind it
The doctor in his office is always giving me more pills
But I take them willingly
The doctor in his office is always
Giving me a reason to keep living.
{ t a e h y u n g }
My friend in the hospital keeps talking
About his hot doctor Min
My friend in the hospital keeps sharing his feelings with me
When Dr. Min is who he needs to tell
My friend in the hospital keeps reminding me
That he's doing okay today
My friend in the hospital keeps
Lying to me
My friend in the hospital keeps getting these heart attacks
And I try to ignore the fact that one of them is going to kill him
My friend in the hospital keeps remembering
Memoires of us as kids
My friend in the hospital keeps thinking
About when he wasn't sick
My friend in the hospital keeps asking me
To invite Dr. Min to his funeral
My friend in the hospital keeps shouting at me
