Mirage II K. th.

6

"He... passed away" I said in my sobs.

"Who?" 

"Appa"

Silence.

Silence filled the whole room. All you could hear was my sobs. Taehyung froze as he heard it. I couldn't stand straight, all I wanted to do was fall. I felt so disconnected from life.

"I'm sorry to hear that..." He said concerned.

"It's okay" I said calmly. 

"But... when?" He asked in his low voice.

"On my birthday" I let out a small chuckle but he remind silent. Well, I found it funny. He died on my birthday. Such a coincidence. 

"I'm sorry to hear that. I'm sorry I can't stay beside you when you really need someone to lean on. I'm sorry Chaera, I'm sorry" He had his head down and played with his fingers.

"It's okay, Taetae" I held his hands and gave a weak smile to him. And he kept blaming himself.

"I said it's okay Tae-ya. Believe me" No, don't believe me. It was a big lie. I'm not okay.

"I believe that God took him to the better place, he knew that your dad was a good person" He finally spoke.

I nodded. I gave my best assuring smile, pretending to be okay. But I had something which kept lingering on my mind.

"I'm hopeless" I muttered desperately. And I couldn't lie anymore. I was too weak.

He then stared at my eyes straightly and released a heavy sigh. He knew that it would be hard to heal me. It was like the old me. I used to be on this state when my mom and my dad got divorced. I was so fragile that time. I was like, wanna run away from them. I wanna run as far as i can. I cried, angry, stress unpredictably. But God sent him and I could bear the pain with his help beside my dad's help. That time, he just moved to Canada and he lived next door. Well, he approached me first, he tried to talk to me. I was cold toward him at first, but as the time went by I felt like he succeed making me live again. His calm, sweet, funny, weird, deep-thinker personality melt my heart. He could fix and re-built my emotions. That was our friendship got started. But he came back to Korea and being a trainee, it was his biggest dream.

"Please, Chaera. Not again" He released a deep sigh and closed his eyes. Blankness came to my mind. I know, it would be hard to heal me. 

"Autumn walk?" His expression suddenly changed. He was smiling widely yet sweetly, he grabbed my hand and helped me got up from my bed. Taehyung always being Taehyung, no one can read his mind. 

"What's actually behind that smile" I rolled my eyes. A small smile creep on my lips. Well, he was sad minutes ago, but now? He was one of a kind.

"I think, autumn walk could heal your fragile heart" Again, he never fail to made me smile.

"Wait, let me take a shower first" I got up from my bed and headed into bathroom.

After I got finished with showering, I went to my changing room. Opened the closet and looking for nicest outfit for autumn. I decided to put on my burgundy sweater along with black skinny jeans. I tied my boots up. We exit from my penthouse and headed into basement where he parked his car. He grab the doorhandle and opened the car and fixed my seatbelt. He then sat on the driver seat. But before he started the engine, he wrapped a black scarf around my neck, it was covering half of my face.

"You wanna kill me, huh? I can't even breath, pabo" I fixed the scarf and chuckled.

"Anytime" And he started the engine. He glanced at me. Looking at his eyes, it must be something bothers his mind.

"Eyes on road, Kim Taehyung" I scolded him.

We got into our destination, Namsan Park. This park has a beautiful scenery in autumn. Autumn's sweet breath chills me. I felt the cold wind blew against me, picking up the scattered golden orange and red leaves, the golden and red colors flew about like a fire. My mind drifted a bit, but a hand grabbed mine, held it tightly between his own and snapped me out of my drifted mind. He swung my hand playfully. We walked on the red carpet of leaves. But he stopped his step, he then bent down. He tied my shoelace. He then got up and asked.

"Well, tell me everything that bothers you"

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