"How if I couldn't find out my beautiful moment until I die?"
"What should I do?"
I blurted out about my worries. He didn't utter a single word and we kept walking.
"Chaera" He called me but his eyes didn't on me.
"Hm?"
"Listen to me"
"Seems like I don't?" I nudged his arm.
"Well, I think it's always come to our mind though. Worry, sad and hard time. But Chaera, if you know and feel this moment beautifully with your heart, then from the time you were born the entire life can be beautiful. You just didn't realized it, you might can think that happiness isn't something that you could achieve, but hey, you might already found your happiness. You might just throw that feeling away, and keep your negative thought inside your mind"
"All you need is change your perspective about this. Many people are going through tough times but something can be beautiful because there's something horrible right? If you can accept those hard times, you will find the beautiful moment after that. Just trust yourself and be happy like me. I do find a lot of hard times in life, I do lost many people that I love but I fight for it. People comes and go, Chaera"
"I try my best to do everything as best as I can, so I didn't feel too much worry about the result. The light of your life is your hopes. There must be light for our way, so don't worry about it. You did a great job, you must put that on your mind. We need to struggle and struggling process is a part of growing up. There are many sad days, but we need to hope to have a better days. We had many happenings as well, but we can hope for better days. That's life"
"You know what? Even seasons represent life" He added.
"How?"
"Spring. Spring is colorful. When spring comes, we can see many different colors everywhere, right? Spring is the season of new beginnings. Fresh buds bloom, animals awaken and the earth seems to come to life again. New seeds are being planted, the temperature slowly rise. So do our life, there will be a moment in our life which we will to be someone with full of color. Bright, new, fresh, free and bloom."
"Summer. Summer is yellow. No matter what happened to you, at some moments you will be a very bright person with full of energy and joy. Sometimes we have a moment when we will turn into a joyful person and forget about worries in our life. We need to be happy, you deserve to be happy."
"Autumn. Autumn is red. The leaves turn into red. And red represents love, survive, spirit. Each person has their love inside their heart, obviously. Without love, we can't live. With love, everything seems beautiful. If you believe love in your live, you will understand the literal meaning of warm, safe and happy"
"And the last is winter. Winter is blue and white. Blue is the color of trust, quiet, relax, calm and sincerity. Blue is a color that seeks a peace and self-control. In our life we need to be calm, relax and quiet. We also need our own time to communicate with our own self. Blue is the color of truth. We might lie sometimes in order to make the other happy, but we need to show the truth of our own feeling. White is pure, pureness. We should do everything in pureness-way. Sometimes there will be a moment when we feel so blue. Pure and calm. "
"Everything was made for a reason. So, all you have to do is believe your own self and I'm gonna help you to find your beautiful moment in life"
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